Prologue

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Is it possible to love excessively?

Is love a reciprocal situation?

Do women typically pursue men?

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ROSSI POV:

As I am currently situated within the confines of a cabin on the Ferris wheel, I find myself gazing at the celestial bodies, namely the stars and the moon, adorning the sky.

Recollections of my past endeavors to capture his affection and love flood my thoughts, only to realize that my efforts were futile; I suffered defeat, culminating in tears of anguish.

Despite pursuing and loving him for five years, I find myself questioning why I continue to act imprudently for him. Ultimately, the outcome has remained consistent – I have still lost him in the end.

Regardless of my persistent efforts to capture his attention, I invariably find myself in a position of embarrassment. It seems that the opinions of others hold truth; his nature is unlikely to change. How did I become entangled with a man of such a promiscuous reputation? I must cease this folly and redirect my focus toward personal growth and fulfillment. 

I still remember the words he said to me earlier, "I will never love you Rossi a desperate girl like you doesn't deserve to be loved and treated right. You are just compared to every woman I fucked, a whore and slutty one who needs money. Are you that desperate to get me and my attention or are you just chasing me like a dog because you need my money? Don't tell me you want to be fucked by me too obviously, you are not my standard. Remember this Rossi I will never love, a whore and desperate woman like you. Stop chasing and bothering me."

The utterance of those words evokes a profound emotional response within me. Upon reflection, I am compelled to consider the validity of his sentiments. Why indeed would his affections extend towards me? I'm not rich like another woman he fucked up, not gorgeous like them and they have what I want. Rich and famous while me a woman who is desperately chasing a playboy and casanova. He's right I'm just a nobody and nothing compares to them.

This time I will make him regret what he did to me and change myself for a better person.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 19 ⏰

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