Bbrama's ~ I'm in love with three people at the same time?

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It was a really hot day in amebowo. Twardomir was in the frog shop buying energy drinks for Blazejus. He was thinking about school and quizes that were coming and suddenly he heard a familiar voice. It was Melchior. They started talking when Twardomir was paying for stuff but then his card declined. He got sad that he can't buy energy drinks for his crush that no one knew about. When wanted to leave embarrassed Melchior offered to pay for him.
-But.. it's a lot of money? Are you sure?-Said Twardomir with a surprise in his voice.
-Yes everything for my friend.- melchior was looking into Twardomir's eyes saying that
Twardomir blushed when he said that. Melchior starter to explain that he is making money from Andrews Minion course. But Twardomir didn't listen.. He was admiring Melchiors beauty and for the first time not covering his nose because of smell of Melchior. After that they went to school.
They got there quite early and Twardomir went to the toilet to wash his hands. He couldn't stop thinking about how to now make it awkward when giving his gift to Blazejus. When he was deep in his mind Twardomir got jumped from behind by Rurik.
It was an everyday situation so he was used to it. But.. it was different today. Normally Rurik would slap his back or his head but today he.. hugged him from behind. Twardomir was speechless for a moment. When he regained consciousness he screamed at Rurik for hugging him.But he was enjoying it. They laughed it of but something changed inside of Twardomir forever today. He wasn't the same person from even a week ago. He just wanted to go home but remembered to give energy drinks to Blazejus. When they got back to class Blazejus was already drinking. Twardomir decided that he will just say it's a late birthday gift. He was really scared but did it.
It was really awkward and Twardomir called his mom to say that he goes back home. Blazejus was talking to him about today's hangout at Twardomir's house but he didn't listen to him and just nodded in agreement not knowing what Blazejus just said. After that he went home to collect his thoughts.

When he got home he had a mental breakdown.
Why am I being so weird..?- he said to himself
I thought Blazejus was weird enough but two more? it's so messed up.. I can't be crushing on three people at the same time the worst thing is that everyone is a boy. I never questioned my sexuality in fact. I hate gay people. But I'm gay? Do I hate ...myself?
Twardomir realising that wanted to kill himself. He took of his drip plastic belt with fake studs and wrapped it around his neck. When he got to the lamp that he wanted to hang himself Blazejus got to his house. He went to him earlier than planned because he was worried. Twardomir forgot to close the door and didn't hear anything. In the exact moment that he "kicked the chair" Blazejus went to his room. It all went black for Twardomir.
He was woken up by Blazejus crying and screaming.
Twardomir are you alive?!!?!- screamed Blazejus What is happening with you??
Twardomir was starting to gain back his consciousness. He was coughing but he was alive. Blazejus was on top of him when Twardomir got up he started hugging him.
Twardomir was still in shock and didn't know how to react to a hug so he was standing still the entire hug. But being under his crush was enough for him to be blushing. Blazejus thought it was just from choking so he wasn't suspicious.
-I'm glad you're alive. You scared me.-said Blazejus with tears in his eyes
-What happened why did you wanted to kill yourself? I noticed how distant you were lately but thought it was just my imagination.
-I..- Twardomir stopped realising his stupidity. He can't talk about his crush with his crush.
-Please tell me. I'm worried. You know you can tell me anything. We're here for you.. I'm here for you.- Said Blazejus wiping tears from Twardomir's face.
-You know it's just school..- Twardomir knew that it wasn't w convincing lie. He had really good grades with little to no effort.
Blazejus was suspicious of it but didn't want to confront him after a suicide attempt.
After some time they were playing games and Twardomir's phone was buzzing with notifications. When he went to silence it Blazejus saw what the notifications are.
-Twardomir why do you have an Instagram account named.. "yourbestfemboy1"..?
-Um..