In Plain Sight {GxG)

part 2 (still on intro y'all )

Samantha's pov

I'm not all big on foreplay buh I guess I'll brief y'all.....yk cause we don't want yall to be blank isn't that right .... Anyways let's get into it...ohhh n I don't have pictures for the characters so please use your imagination to your liking's content ....it's only fair that way *wink wink *

My body sprang up from a pool of sweat that covered my bed ( it's king sized btw not that y'all asked or anything)...this awakened me from the terrible nightmare I was delving into.... It was the second nightmare of the week and it was about my dad on his  final moments on his death bed , his skin  looked pale , wrinkled and dry  , his lips chapped ,his nose runny ....with dark circles under his hazel eyes that where  filled with tears ( that too of pain y'all ...he was hurting okay let's not judge  ) with a bald  shiny head to top it off (  like daymn now it sounds like I'm tryna  make fun of the deceased man ) ....anywho  cancer really did a number on him fr  fr cause  he dead ass  looked like he was in so much pain that it brought tears to my eyes ...man he sure  didn't deserve it ...if only it was Janice who took his place (that's my birth giver by the way if yall didn't know ... that's my mom in other words.... who doesn't deserve the title of that word so yeah there's that.. ) and thats the most  recent memory I have of my father before he died  that was like almost a month ago when he was  looking into my eyes with so much emotion whilist holding on to my hands for dear life before he took his last breathe in front of my  own two naked eyes (  And Gosh did that scare  the f out of me like I'm still in trauma  y'all ...)  and I still have vivid images of that night in me  dreams .And the dreams keep getting from worser to worsest ( yeah I know that word  doesn't exist shush okay ) as the days go by ..and..this is when I really wish I had taken therapy like Janice had offered for me to buh   I threw a bitch fit cause I had found her sucking some guy's face on the couch she once used to cuddle with dad on ....and that triggered my anger so yeah I said no and now ..I'm constantly dreaming about dad ...so yeah  well screw me life ....well it could be worse

Anyways it hasn't even been a month after he passed on making the wounds too fresh for me  and Janice is busy  rubbing salt to my wounds..by  already being on a hunt for a replacement for  dad through tinder  and other darting sites , her  workplace , our neighborhood or  she even goes as low as looking for a man at my own school from  one of my teachers (pathetic right?) "A moving on mechanism she calls it " ....like girl chill my dad is prolly turning in his grave I bet  he ain't even fully decomposed and your moving to next .....like was the 10 years of marriage with him  not  worth  maybe years of proper mourning for him ( talk about mommy issues )

Anyways my name is Samantha Edwards I'm 18 years , Im a senior at South Eastern High ,I have serious mommy issues ,lost my dad at prostate cancer ,I'm the only child my parents ever had , I'm 5'11 ...,.I'm wah they call a "nerd " at high school (typically immature highschoolers ) buh I'm kinda cool cause the so called cool kids are friends with this book worm , well I also am so in love with God's finest creation  that is " women ,girls ,females " wahever you wanna call em like really I love that gyaattt  like who doesn't , moving on ...I'm also  stem a hopeless  romantic one  at that ohhh and I'm so very  dominant,also (I'm into that BDSM shit ) also ..I play soccer ( that keeps me fit  n shit ).. further I might be  gym rat ( with a rocking ass body along  with that w.a.p okay okay sorry I'll pipe down okay  )........ and lastly  I might or might not be low-key  having a crush on Athena willards..who am I kidding I'm in love with my best friend .......and this is about  how we gon  fall in looovvveeee.....l...o...v..e...love  so be tuned in to know how we started making kissy faces lol *wink wink *

I don't know wah I'm saying y'all buh  I hope this is good enough .....be sure to criticize if  there's anything to criticize don't worry I'll accept it with open arms and legs 😉 jk  and tell me how you enjoying the story so far ........Mauhhhhh no bars