Sorry... Not Sorry (Love Triangle)

27 Not Ready

Falon's POV (Nightmare)

"Hello?" I asked quitly. "I'm here." JUSTIN! I turned around. No one there. "Where are you?" "Find me." I looked at the old school. Why are we at my elementary school. (Everything is black and white in my mind except the red.) I looked down at my cloths. The dress I wore on my first day of 1st grade, only it had a big red stain in the front center and the rest was bright white. I walked out the school's main door and found myself in my bedroom back home, wearing my old polka-dot pajama's from when I was 9. Another red stain. What? "Justin?" I called. "Here Princess. You're so close." I entered the closet but it opened to Kaylie's house. I was wearing my a tanktop with yet another red stain and shorts. This is from when I was 13. I tried to leave her house, but the door took me to Ridley's mom's house. "Justin. This isn't funny." "Keep looking." I sighed. I was now wearing my old dance costume from when I was 15. What is with the stain? It just keeps growing. I opened the door to Ridley's room, and was now in Jason's room. I was wearing skinny jeans and a Hollister shirt with an even bigger stain. This is that night at the party when I was 16. I opened a window and it took me to the water park we went to today. I was wearing just my swimsuit. There was blood all over my stomache leading from my heart. I looked up and saw Justin and Dani kissing. "You found me." He said pulling away grinning evily. "And now. You're heart is mine. All the blood drained from my heart and - I woke with a jolt and tears streaming down my face. I understand. At my school, my crush on the first day of 1st grade, pushed me down. In my room, I caught my crush kissing a girl on a video on Youtube. In Kaylie's house, I caught my first boyfriend walking out the door. In Ridley's mom's house, Luke told me I would never be anything to him. You all know about Jason, and with Justin. The dream was about my bad past with boys, starting with the first heartbreak I had to the last. Sure there were other occasions, but I remember all of these specifically. It showed how broken my heart actually is. I thought about the one with Kylie. She knew I was dating him at the time, but I never called her out on it. Speaking of which. She seemed to leave slightly unexpectedly. She told me only 1 hour before the rest. That's why Ridley came. I sighed and looked at the time. Only 9:30 AM. Oh well. I got up and jumped in the shower. I came out and wrapped a towel around me. I picked out a pair of dark wash Holister shorts and a neon blue Jack Wills T-Back tanktop. I blowdried my hair and straitened it. I applied my make-up diffrently though. I put on mascara and just a thin line of eyeliner on the bottom. I have no one to impress anymore, why should I wear tons? I pulled on my matching blue Toms and walked down the stairs to the kitchen. I saw a bag of donuts and a note. 'Hey, I had an all school techer blah blah meeting and your dad had work so here's breakfast and my new foriegn exchange student will be coming for a lesson at 10. I should be home by then but if not keep him company. Love Maya' I laughed at the blah blah part. I looked at the time again. 9:59. Well. I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and saw a boy scratch that. A very attractive boy, that had a backpack and a look on his face that said 'I would rather be anywhere else.' He saw me and smiled. I smiled back and let him in. "Soo. You're not my touter I'm guessing." "Not at all. I'm dumber than a nail." He laughed. "I'm Nick." "Falon." He had an American accent. Just like Ju- No Falon! Forget him. "Want to ditch?" I asked. He looked taken back. "Uhh. Sure." I shrugged and pulled out my phone. '1 new message' I opened it 'Please talk to me before I leave babe.' Poor El. I've been ignoring her almost her whole visit. I looked up at Nick and shrugged. We walked out the door and down the road towards the nearest Starbucks. It turns out we went the wrong way and made a buch of weird turns some how. We joked around almost for an before we noticed how lost we were. I have to admit, I haven't had this much fun like, ever. My feet started to hurt. I jumped on Nicks back and he fell over. We both laughed. We got up and he gave me a piggy back ride. We found a market and he ran and took a cart. I jumped in and he ran down the side walk pushing me. I screamed and put my hands up as we got to a hill and he jumped in too. When we reached to bottom he hopped back out and kept running. We almost hit like 90 people in two minutes. Some how we ended back on the other side of Maya's house. We finally found Starbucks and we decided to order very slowly. I got a frapichino and he got an apple fritter. We ran out of the store with our stuff. I got hungery though. "Give me a bite." I said opening my mouth once I got back in the cart. "No." He said "My fritter." I reached for it and grabbed it out of his hand. I took a bite and handed it back. He shrugged and started pushing me. We went back to my aunts house and it was 2:30. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" She yelled at us as we pulled the cart in the drive way pretending it was our car. "Places." I answered smiling. She glared at me. "Good thing I was going to let you do whatever today anyways. But Falon Nick will be our new neighbor. He's from Nevada in the U.S. and needs some showing around. But I suspect you already did that." We bothed laughed and I noticed I was still in the cart. I got out and she rolled her eyes walking inside. "So. What now?" He asked. "I don't know. Video games?" "Yes! Thank you god! A girl who likes video games!" We both ran next door and into his room. I sat on the floor and looked around. I picked up Call of Duty: Black Opps and put it in his Kinnect. We both went live and put on head sets. We were on the same team and before we started the game, we grabbed two whole carton's of ice cream and a buch of candy and chips. We played and ate a lot. We stopped at level 9 and I got tired. I yawned. "You can stay here if you want." I raised an eyebrow. "No. You're just a friend! You're too much like my twin to like you like that. I shrugged and sent Maya a text. I ran back over to my room and grabbed some stuff. I ran back over and slept on his couch in his room. I've been at my aunts for about 2 weeks now and I stayed almost everynight at Nicks. I don't like him like, as in a boyfriend though. He's my bestie! Literally. When I woke up I looked in the mirror. "AHHH WHAT THE HELL! NICK!" I heard him laughing. "You are so going to get it." I said to him. I grabbed a soda from the night before (remember this is a couple weeks later.) shook it up spraying it at him. When it was all out he chased me out of his house and around my yard. I was wearing a tanktop and black shorts so I could run faster than I thought I would. He still tacked me though. He sat on my back in victory. "I WIN!" I rolled my eyes and tried to get up. I just pushed him off and he threw me over his shoulder and spun around. I laughed and got down. "Falon?" I turned around and saw Ridley standing there. "Rid? What are you doing here?" Nick just looked between us. "I went to your house and your mom said you might be here." I sighed. Why can't life be perfect, like it has been, forever. "Please come back." She begged. I paused. "I'm not ready." I said. "IT'S BEEN TWO WEEKS! Not to mention Justin is going crazy." "Did El and Luke leave yet?" I asked quietly. "Ya. El was really upset you didn't talk to her." I just nodded. "Do you want me to leave or..." Nick said. "No." "Yes." Me and Ridley said. I glared at her. "Who are you anyways." She said rudely. "I'm Nick." She rolled her eyes. "Are you Falon's boyfriend or is that how your mornings always go?" I started getting frustrated. "We're not dating. We're best friends." He said a little agitated. But Only I could tell. Her eyes turned wide and sad. "Best friend?" She said looking at me. "Um. Well. I don't know. We well. Ya." She looked hurt. "So you just forgot about everyoe else?" That stung. "Just Ju- some people." She shook her head. "Well. Call when you're ready to come back." "You're leaving?" Nick asked me. I shook my head. "You're NEVER coming back?!" Ridley asked. "I don't know okay! I just wanted some time away but then life became so much easier and I wanted to stay. I have real people who care about me and I can trust!" "You can't trust me, Harry, Niall, Louis, Zayn, Liam, or J-" "Don't. Even." I said through gritted teeth. " Sorry. It just slipped." She said. I hugged her. "I promise I'll talk to you all more. But I cn't go back. Yet anyways." She nodded and said, "I should go. Bye babe. Text me soon." I nodded "Tell the boys I say Hi." She nodded before getting in her car and driving away. I looked at Nick. "Beach?" He nodded and We both ran to get changed. I practically lived at his house so I had my own area in his room. I grabbed the same black bikini with the anker. I walked into the bathroom splipped it on and re-put on my cloths. I walked out, slipped on black flip fops and jumped on his back. "TO NARNIA!" He took me outside and dropped me in the cart. It was like our vehicle. We rode to the beach and got lost once or twice but found it.

3rd Person POV

Falon and Nick were expecting a fun and relaxing day at the beach. But little did they know, they were in for more than they bargined for. They will be met with an unpleaset suprise.