Finding Me

Chapter nine: what is this feeling...

       he lifts his head stares into Xavier's beautiful eyes that glow in the darkness from the shine of the streetlights and finally kissed him and with that Xavier kissed back and pulled back in shock and then pulled him back into another kiss which turned from lust and hurt to hate and lust which processes to love and passion in just seconds that's when Xavier's whole life changed for the third time in his life.

To be continued:

        The next day, Xavier wakes up to Isabella still sleep in his arms he lays there in silence thinking about what had happened last night that kiss replayed and replayed in his head and wondered if that was Johnny confessing to him or was that just hurt coming and attacking in his own way which shouldn't matter considering he's dating Isabella but he is slowly starting to fall for Johnny without even realizing that he is.

          He then slid himself from underneath her without waking her up and went to go freshen up and then went to the kitchen to get breakfast he didn't want anything big or fancy he just wanted some toast and bacon that's all after he ate his breakfast he went out for a run to clear his head which he thought would work but instead it just made him think about the kiss more and more and then that kiss turned into much more then he thought it would  he went from a simple kiss to him moaning on his back feeling Johnny's length going in and out of him with strength and passion making him feel flustered and shy turning his face red like a tomato.

Xavier ran around the block until he made it back to his second home and then went upstairs to find Isabella in the shower he then went to the living room where he found Johnny sitting in the living room watching TV *I guess he's waiting for us to get down here so we can go back to his place I mean we do live there two,* Xavier thought. Hey, Johnny said breaking Xavier's thoughts. Oh, hey what's up, Xavier said in a low but cautious tone. Johnny noticed he scared him a little and patted the seat next to him. Come sit next to me what's on your mind, Johnny asked. What happened last night is replaying in my head, Xavier says as he sits next to Johnny. What about it, Johnny asked. Xavier couldn't help it, so he kissed him once again and Johnny kissed him back with love and passion enjoying that Xavier felt the same way he does. So, it was real you actually wanted to kiss me, do you like me, Xavier asked. Yes, I do I always have I just had to wait until you were of age to tell and show you how I feel, now that you are of age I took the time and showed and now I'm telling you, how do you feel, Johnny asked and explained to Xavier. I didn't know what to feel until I confirmed it, I like you too but I'm with Isabella, He said Quietly. Then keep it a secret and date both of us she doesn't have to know anything unless you want her to know, Johnny said. Xavier thought to himself that sounds like fun, and he knew he was down to date Johnny secretly and that's what he did. Johnny we can date secretly but once she gets suspicious about anything I'm going to stop for a while, Xavier explains to him. That's fine I'm OK with that, Johnny replies. OK, then, Xavier says and then kisses Johnny once more. Are you guys ready to go back to my place I've been waiting for a while now, Johnny asked. I have to finish packing but yeah we're about done, let me go finish and we will be down shortly, Xavier said. OK, I'll be here don't take too long now I have to go to a meeting soon, Johnny said. OK, Xavier says turning and heading back to his room.

Xavier went back to his room smiling hard as ever and Isabella instantly noticed. Babe, Why are you smiling so hard, Isabella asked. It's just a beautiful day and I have an amazing life with an amazing girlfriend, Xavier explained. Oh, well that is something to be happy and smiley for i'm glad your in a good mood, Isabella said.