Changbin stared up at the ceiling, reflecting everything that had just happened.
The sheets of Chan's bed felt so comfortable on his skin.
Chan layed next to him, his bare chest on Changbin's shoulder and one arm wrapping up to his neck.
Changbin had promised himself not to let Chan fuck him but when the moment came he was too greedy to stop himself.
Chan had been so flirty the past few days, it seemed like he really wanted this as well. At the same time, Changbin could tell he was just interested in the thrill of it and not anything more. Yet Changbin still kept coming over anytime Chan called.
He just couldn't resist Chan. Now he was even allowed to see his toned body and to touch him when he wanted. All the fantasies of him sounded way better than stopping any of this for Changbin's own well being.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
Changbin was almost freaking out about an hour ago when Chan had started tugging on his waistband.
"Whatever" Chan had replied as if it wasn't a huge deal. At least his calm attitude had made Changbin more comfortable as he decided to just enjoy it.
And he did enjoy it. He loved what Chan did to him but at the same time he had a horribly bad feeling about everything.
Chan was still cuddling up to him and slightly bit into his ear.
»Remember when you pierced them?«
They had so many foolish memories together.
»You were high out of your brain, started screaming and crying during the first one and then fell asleep while I did the second one«
Changbin smiled to himself while thinking back. It was all so easy back then.
»I didn't fall asleep, I literally passed out and you just kept going«
Chan wasn't really gentle with him even when Changbin would have needed it.
»Whatever«
A few minutes of silence passed, with Chan resting his head on Changbin's shoulder.
»Do you want this to go anywhere?«
Changbin finally brought up the courage to ask.
»I don't know. Can we stay just like this?«
Changbin's heart sank even when he already knew the answer.
»Yeah I guess«
He still wanted to take what he could get.
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Whatever
FanfictionBinChan & HyunBin ✧ Changbin should be focusing on his studies in college, but the heated nightlife leads him to fall in love He finds himself caught in the middle with a seemingly obvious but still so tough decision to make "Whatever" by @Seungmin...
