FUN STUFF!!!

UPDATE ON MY CRUSH

Heyyyy luvs! So I wrote too much that I couldn't make an announcement!!:(

So we had a safety day today, which is where we basically go through the drills (fire, ALICE, tornado, etc). So I didn't have school for like half of the day, and we played games in all of my classes.

An update on my crush is that he is still dating his girlfriend *sigh* but me and her are on good terms. Everyone in my school thinks that it is weird that they are dating and they just don't really go well together (ik my view is biased but don't come after me).

In tech class, we needed wired mice, and he got me one a few days ago, so he asked nicely if I could get him one, I felt so bad, but I ignored him. His friend asked, and I was like, "ok." The same friend was like, "She's talking to me. What did you do, bro?" My crush then was like,"I DON'T KNOW!! SHE WON'T TELL ME!!" I then left to get mice for my crush, his friend, and myself.

He kept asking me why I was mad at him, but I didn't tell him. He said, "I can't apologize for something when I don't even know what I did! Please tell me (my name)" I felt so bad after saying this, but it was too early in the morning for this, so I said "I don't know, go figure it out yourself" with quite a bit of sass. His friend then was like, "Ooo burned!"

I ended up giving him clues as to why I was mad at him, but he couldn't remember what he said, so he still didn't know. He said himself "I have ADHD and I say stupid stuff all the time, and I can barely remember to charge my chromebook!" I knew this, and I felt bad :( but I wasn't abt to forgive him.

I told my other friends at my table what he said, and they all backed me up and said that he took it way too far.

I have him in my next class after tech,(gym) and he was begging me to tell him, so I said "It's fine if you can't figure it out, I'll just be mad at you forever."

He looked so sad at that, and it almost broke my broken heart. He then said, "I don't want you to be! I want you to forgive me for what I did!!! But I need you to tell me what I did so I can apologize!!"

I'm not even kidding. He had puppy dog eyes and everything!!! Throughout both classes, I was trying hard not to smile or do anything, but HE'S JUST SO FREAKING CUTE AND SWEET!!!!

I know that I made him seem really mean, but that was the only time that he has ever said anything like that to me. Usually, he is really sweet to me.

But anyway, on with the story. I say, "Not now, but it's fine. I'll just not talk to you." (Ik that seemed rude, but I was trying to see how he would react)

He just looks at me and says, "But I like talking to you!!! I don't like it when you are mad at me!!!! I'm so sorry!!!!"

Mah, heart literally melted right there, but then we had to play a game in gym (dodgeball). We were on different teams, and like usual, he always targets me!!!!

I didn't get to talk to him for the rest of the day :( and now I have to wait till Monday!!!

But yeah, that's what's happening!!! And yes, I do still have a hopeless crush on him!! maybe even starting to love him.....