School has been hard, having to deal with all the questions and upsetting queries people have. The hardest part is leaving my mum, especially if she's upset about something.
I came home the other day and my mum was sat on the sofa crying, my brother was at home (hadn't been to school) and I was terrified. It was all because she had spoken to my dad and he had told her that everything was her fault and she was to blame.
After that, I didn't talk to my dad in months, he messaged me and I didn't reply. So he asked my mum if I was ok, she told him I didn't want to talk to him anymore. He blamed her, for "turning me against him" which was far from the truth. I had realized it was all his fault, we left because he decided he didn't love my mum anymore and couldn't live with her anymore.
How is that due to the fault of my mum? Exactly it wasn't.
About two months past before I spoke to my dad again, but that was only because he was visiting England at Christmas so I felt like I had to.
I told him that I hadn't spoken to him because it was upsetting, and my life was easier without talking to him regularly, it wasn't a lie. It just wasn't the exact truth.
At Christmas when he came to visit we fought a lot, my mum spent time with her boyfriend whilst we were out. It was so awkward. At one point I told my dad I didn't want to talk to him after he leaves, ever. Of course this wasn't true, I was just upset.
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Non-FictionIt's a story about a young girls life, the pain, suffering and utter depression spiral she faces and how she copes and covers it up that no one around her realizes that she's dying from the inside out. [Based on a real life story]
