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This was a mistake
A terrible mistake
I look at myself in the mirror, directly at my face
Dishonour written all over
My self respect crumbling down
And most of all, disloyalty
The disrespect is beyond
For me to be doing this behind the back of my loved ones, who have absolutely no idea what's been going on
And it's worse because I don't know what's going on either
My eyes fell onto my neck, the purple mark plastering my skin, that would stay for days
Easy.
That's how I feel
I've known him for a short amount of time and this is by far the quickest way I've almost given myself to him
So easily
Almost
But I said yes
The desperation in my voice, I've never heard myself sound so giddy and excited to give myself to someone like this
I am changing
Who am I?
This isn't the woman I was determined to be
The woman I took an oath to protect against the woman I'm turning into
And there's no one to point fingers at
Other than the woman I see in the mirror
Grabbing a beauty blender, harshly dabbing the concealer before the foundation, covering my slutty acts
Covering the person I don't want to be
My heart pounding in my chest, echoing through my ears, it was something I didn't want to listen to
Because my mind recaps everything that made my heart feel like this
Are you sure you want this my darling?
My heart wants it
My mind is thinking about it
My body ignores my mind and follows the heart
My body reacting to his touch, his lips, that tongue that could do wonders to me
Yes—
If you say yes, and we do this. I don't think I'll ever stop
I closed my eyes, taking in a deep breath once his voice found its way back into my mind
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Admiration With Obsession || Kim Mingyu (Book I of Sinister Series)
Fanfic"If you don't stop gawking at me, I might just faint by the loss of blood" His words struck me from my own moment of checking him out, I try not to react or even lift my lips from the embarrassment I had to accept it "To be honest, I might faint b...
