"No,I am not crying, afterall I am your strong alpha," Seungcheol whispered, cradling Joshua more into his arms,not wanting to let go,not now,not never.
" Oh," Joshua said rubbing the pad of his thumb on the cheeks of said strong alpha which is stained with a tears, little bit of blood giving away the turmoil alpha went through seeing his omega almost killing himself.
" Sleep now, you need rest. My Snuggle Bug."Alpha nuzzled his nose against his pretty mate's cheeks, kissing softly there, drifting off to sleep with hope that new sunrise will bring happiness along with it.
A way,plan to get star for his omega because if he can or can't but he is still determined to brought star for his omega, Joshua.
Joshua held Seungcheol close to him, not wanting to lose alpha at any cost,either it is babe.
He always see pain in alpha's eyes when his brothers comes with their little babies.
Alpha might love him more and doesn't accept it but the reason behind choosing big house is to fill it with a babies,pitter patter of them echoing in house, filling it with laughs and love.
With darkness engulfing both of them, they slept alongwith their own pain and eachother's pain, wishing next dawn will bring peace, happiness to their soul.
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" Oh, baby stop, don't make papa run like that... baby, baby stop...No, BABY ."Joshua woke up with a jolt of nightmare,looking around as he found himself alone in bed, someone yelling outside of the room and a scared voice coming.He rose up from bed wore his robe and slippers, feeling throb in head because of lots of loss of blood,as his head spin but he still stand up calling his alpha " Cheol, Alpha Mine...are you there?"
When he look in living room joined to his room,along with Seungcheol's room. He heard his alpha thundering at douger queen's man.
"Don't wake him up, let him sleep as much he wants, world can wait." Seungcheol thundered at James, who had come with douger queen,Yeri's message,that she wants to meet Joshua.
" But your majesty, it's queen's order." James insisted,not making eye contact with thunderous-ly angry alpha looking at him,he felt small as an omega.
"Shut up,tell grandma,he is sick. She can make me suffer from his wrath." Seungcheol thundered again at poor man.
" Seungcheol," Joshua called again,helding himself on wall near him, feeling weak in his legs.
" Yes,love." Seungcheol hurried to Joshua, helding him close to him, hugging him. He knows how much omega love hugging him because like that he can hear alpha's heartbeat,which beats for him and him only.
" How are you feeling now? Better?" Seungcheol asked, holding Joshua's face in his big hands, trying to look into omega's eyes but omega kept his eyes closed,not looking at alpha in the eyes. He nodded and kiss followed after to his forehead.
Omega smiled with sadness in his eyes. He hugged alpha again, wrapping his hands around his mate's waist listening to his heartbeat.
" James leave and remember what I said." Seungcheol ordered and James left.
" Wanna eat something?" Seungcheol asked, with a smile plastered on his face, love, patience filling his words,a same adoration from the day they first fall in love is still there, brightening their relationship with each other.
Joshua hated it, Joshua hated the look of love in Seungcheol's eyes when he execpted for pity,he hated how vulnerable Seungcheol felt inside when he hoped for a irritation,he hated that Seungcheol is so in love with him,that he won't even go for surrogate or marry other omega, afterall he needed a kid to run his blood from generation to generation.
Seungcheol moved from him like always making him sit on chair, helping him put napkin on lap and around neck,serving food as he simply watched him eat.
Alpha loved watching him eat , always say 'i find it cute,the way you chew food but when I am eating too..my attention can't be solely on you." And will watch slow eater omega chew on meal and when omega is done, only then he will eat.
" Why?" Joshua asked, dropping spoon on plate, clutching his robe while he stare at his thighs, shoulders shaking and tears making his cheeks wet.
" Why..what? Shua," alpha asked like always calm tone even though his heart is screaming, wanting to soothe omega, but, if his omega pretending he isn't crying then he will ignore that and wouldn't embrass omega.
His omega is suffering too much.
" Why you love me so much? Why don't you go for a omega who can give you dozen of babies? Why to live with an barren omega like me?" Joshua yelled, kicking back the chair, standing up and falling on his knees infront of Seungcheol.
Who stands up as fast as he can when he saw omega falling, thinking he might have felt weak.
" But, you are Joshua,who wins over rouger alpha like no one, you are that Joshua I met near the beach fighting of ten alpha all alone and wining, you are my mate, you are you... your defected body part doesn't doesn't define who you are. More over I fall in love with Joshua,with you and not your womb." Seungcheol said, bending down on omega's level and picking him up in his arms.
" So, true... you are not womb with leg only, you are Dutchess,mate, friend and most importantly, you are the Joshua." A voice said entering the room, getting attention of both as they turned to omega doing courtsy.
" Forgive me your majesty,if I disturbed you." Omega's scent is of midnight air along with snow. A snowy midnight smell.
" No, it's 'kay but who are you?" Seungcheol asked putting Joshua down on chair again, standing behind him with his hands on omega's trembling shoulders.
" He is my friend, Wen Minghoa, your majesty." Seokmin said entering the room and bowing.
" Bodyguard for Dutchess, Joshua." Seokmin said again, looking at Seungcheol.
Joshua looked up at him,brows touching hairline," I don't need a bodyguard."
"Not you but I needed to get some job, it's so boring at home without my alpha Junhui and I wanted to see you. Everyone talks highly of you, I wonder if you can teach me some fight techniques." Omega made hand movement making Joshua laugh.
" Is that so? C'mon Seokmin you don't have to lie... about him being appointment as my bodyguard." He smiled, breathing little harshly, feeling weak.
" Alpha Mine."
" Yes, omega mine."
" I want to sleep now..I am-" even before he can complete his sentence,he was being swooped in his strong alpha's arm and being carried away.
" I love you... you know that, right?" Joshua said, snuggling, breathing in Seungcheol's neck.
" I love you more and yup,I know you love me." Seungcheol said joining his lips with omega.
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Love's Royal Decree [COMPLETE]
Fanfiction" I can share you as a mate because I have to, got no option. We are fated to be in unconventional relationship but I can't share you with anyone as a friend, friendship can't be unconventional."