Jian Shangwen blinked in confusion. He had been feeling a little uncomfortable since a while ago and thought it was just the wind. Now that Shen Yi said this, he realized it.
Since childhood, he has developed the habit of not showing weakness to others.
Just like a person surviving in a dark jungle, once his wounds and weaknesses are exposed, he will easily be swallowed up. This habit has always been with him, and he never shows his true face and emotions to others.
So he kept holding on, not wanting Shen Yi to notice the problem.
Jian Shangwen felt his brain was a little confused. He looked at Shen Yi, chuckled and said, "Ah, I have a fever."
These were his last conscious words.
His vision went dark and I lost consciousness.
His mind was in chaos, with many messy dream fragments appearing. He saw his mother's figure. His mother was still sitting at the door of the small fishing village, weaving something as before. The woman was no different from the one in his memory, always so gentle and strong.
Jian Shangwen walked over slowly, stood in front of her, and looked at her for a long time.
In fact, after his mother passed away, he seldom dreamed of her, almost never, and even if he did, the dream was not very clear.
He stood there for a long time until his mother noticed him, looked up and said in surprise: "Shang Wen?"
Discovered.
Jian Shangwen looked at her, smiled gently, and said, "Mom."
The mother stood up excitedly, holding Jian Shangwen's hand, looking at him with red eyes, and said, "Good boy, mom has cooked for you, come in and eat!"
Jian Shangwen was pulled into the yard by her. This small yard was no longer the shabby and weed-filled yard on the island. It was exactly like his childhood memory. It was not big, but very warm and well-maintained.
There was a lot of steaming food on the table.
The mother said, "You must be hungry. You are so thin. Eat more. Your brother hasn't come back yet. He is always naughty and stays out. You have to keep an eye on him. Your father is out and I don't know when he will come back..."
She muttered a lot, all of which were words that Jian Shangwen often heard when he was a child.
But when he was a child, he always listened quietly.
Now, he looked up at his mother and said, "He won't come back."
"He has a new family and he didn't tell you." Jian Shangwen said calmly, "He also adopted Wen Jin. Because Wen Jin is in poor health, he has to take care of her. He went to live a good life, he abandoned his wife and children, and killed his new wife's parents. As for Wen Jin."
Jian Shangwen smiled faintly: "He doesn't recognize me as his brother. Fu Jincheng and Liang Shen forced me to be his substitute. I knelt on the ground and begged him to help me, but he pushed me away."
The mother just stared at Jian Shangwen in a daze.
Jian Shangwen's voice was very calm. He sat there as if he was narrating a very ordinary thing. He raised his eyes and met his mother's gaze. He said, "Mom, I can't forgive them."
"I have done a lot of bad things, and maybe one day I will drag them to hell with me." Jian Shangwen sat on the chair and looked at his mother opposite him, smiled gently and said, "But I don't regret it at all."
"Shang Wen!" He saw his mother stood up excitedly with tears on her face. She slowly walked to Jian Shang Wen, hugged Jian Shang Wen and said, "It's mom who's sorry for you. This is not your fault. It's mom who's sorry for you."
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