Poems

Everything & Nothing

I miss Things
I never had nor knew

I long for Things
I wish i didn't know

I feel every emotion
While i feel none at all

I want to Do so much
Yet i can't even shower

I wish i had a Talent
Yet i always give up learning

I have no idea where i want my future headed
Yet i know precisely what i want it to be

I know i am me
But i don't know who that is

I want to Tell you where it hurts
But it hurts everywhere and nowhere at the same time

I have my friends and my family
Yet i am so lonely

I am so lonely
But i am NEVER alone

I know who i want to look like
But i don't know how I want to look

I love my body
While i hate everything about it

I am comepletely fine
While i am loosing my mind

I want to Die
Yet i want to experience life

I have Everything & Nothing at all

(AN: The Video is what i listened to while i tried falling asleep utterly depressed when this poem popped into my mind)