Different Histories

Sometimes..

Sometimes It's hard for me to express my feeling and tell what goes in my mind.
Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be here.
  Sometimes I feel like I'm the most anoying person in the whole world.
  Sometimes I just want to desapear and stop anoying people lifes.
  Sometimes I just want to talk to someone but I don't do it because I feel like anyone likes to talk to me and they don't have to hear me talking about my shit.
  Sometimes I just want to stop thinking about the bad things I think about me.
  Sometimes I just want to not be so hard on myself.
  Sometimes I just want to stop eating because I don't feel confortable with food.
  Sometimes I just want to not give a fuck about what others think about me.
  Sometimes I just want to be myself but I can't because I hate who I am...