✨️Porchay only wanted to meet his online friend, he only wanted to meet Kim, not knowing that this was all a lie, the real Kim is a police officer who doesn't even know about his existence but needs to save his life ✨️
(Hiii🥺✨️💗 how are you ? I hope good, I am sending you warmth 🥰 the new chapter is HERE 🔥 hope that you will love it 🥺💗 take care 💗 love you 💗)
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Porchay just looks at the ceiling. He likes to stare and to not think much more than about its white colour. It is empty. The same way as he still feels.
Porsche came to his room this morning. He kissed his forehead and wished him a good day. This is the moment he feels only better because of this warmth. This warmth is the only one making him feel alive. This forehead kiss is somehow protecting him from the one this man gave him.
The first time Porsche did it to him, his body froze, but he didn't want to make him stop, so he kept his trembling heart for himself and he tried to just melt into his Hia’s love.
His phone rings, making his whole body jump. He has five seconds of hesitation before looking at it and smiling.
“Hi.”
“Chay! How are you?”
“Luo…that's…”
“Sorry it was stupid to say this…”
“No. I understand.”
“They aren't…really letting me see you…like they didn't explain anything Chay. I am worried.”
“It's just…that I am helping them…you're better far away. Or not so close…I promise you. Believe me.”
“Should I make you remember that I was the one to understand it all first? I am good at guessing.” He says proudly.
Porchay laughs lightly. “That's true…but I prefer you to stay safe…”
“And you should stay first…”
“Luo…do you think that…this love I got for the fake Kim…was real?”
“It was real. Of course it was real. You can't fake emotions, Chay. Or you can but then you are either in a situation where you can't control it or you are aware that you manipulate someone. Controlling emotions is a weird thing to say. Though I think that this love is tainted of course. He lied so it gave it a disgusting colour but the love in your core was pure and would have stayed. If it…didn't happen…”
“Mmm…you might be right…”
“Why are you asking me?”
“It's just…so unsettling to see the real Kim…I mean Moster Theerapanyakul…they look the same but th3y are so different and yet my heart is beating… and…”
“Why don't you stop questioning everything?” Luo answers calmly. “You lived a nightmare Chay, so you are quite unstable but trying to find a meaning now might be too early don't you think?”
