"Not Ready to Say Goodbye"

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The days after the breakup had been slow but steady for Stephanie. She was starting to rebuild herself, and though there were moments of pain, of wondering if she had done the right thing, she knew in her heart that walking away from Jonathan had been necessary. She hadn't heard from him since that last phone call, and as much as part of her missed him, she was finally beginning to breathe easier.

But everything came crashing down that afternoon when her phone rang. It was an unfamiliar number, and at first, she hesitated to answer. She had been enjoying a rare moment of peace-an afternoon of lounging in her apartment, sipping tea, and reading a book, finally feeling a sense of calm after weeks of emotional chaos. But something made her pick up the phone, and what she heard on the other end changed everything.

"Is this Stephanie?" a voice asked, stern but kind.

"Yes, this is her," Stephanie replied, her heartbeat quickening slightly. "Who is this?"

"This is Dr. Hayes from the emergency department at West End Hospital. I'm calling about Jonathan Richards. He's been in a car accident and is in critical condition. We found your number listed as an emergency contact. I'm sorry to call with such difficult news."

Stephanie's world seemed to stop. The room, once warm and peaceful, suddenly felt cold, the air thick with the weight of the doctor's words. Jonathan. A car accident. Critical condition. Her mind couldn't make sense of it, the words swirling in her head like a fog.

"Is he...?" she tried to speak, but her voice failed her. She swallowed hard and tried again. "Is he going to be okay?"

"It's hard to say right now," the doctor replied, his voice steady but serious. "He's sustained severe injuries, and he's in surgery as we speak. It's going to be a long night, but I wanted to make sure you were informed. You're welcome to come to the hospital if you'd like."

Stephanie sat down, her legs suddenly feeling weak. This wasn't real. It couldn't be real. Just days ago, they had been on the phone, saying their final goodbyes. And now, Jonathan's life hung in the balance.

"I... I'll be there as soon as I can," she said, her voice barely more than a whisper.

She ended the call and stared at the phone in her hands, her heart pounding in her chest. Her first instinct was to call Lily, to tell her what had happened, but she couldn't move. All she could think about was Jonathan-lying there, broken, fighting for his life. She couldn't lose him, not like this. Not after everything they had been through.

Her mind raced as she grabbed her keys and rushed out of the apartment. The drive to the hospital felt endless, the minutes dragging on as if time itself was trying to stop her from reaching him. Her hands trembled on the steering wheel, and she forced herself to focus on the road, her thoughts a jumble of fear and regret. She hadn't been ready to let him go completely. And now, she might not get the chance to say everything she still needed to say.

When she finally arrived at the hospital, she rushed through the doors, her breath coming in shallow gasps. The sterile smell of antiseptic hit her, and the harsh fluorescent lights made her feel dizzy. She quickly found the information desk, her words tumbling out in a panic.

"I'm here for Jonathan Richards. He was brought in after a car accident," she managed, her voice shaking.

The nurse looked at her sympathetically, nodding as she checked her system. "He's still in surgery. Please have a seat in the waiting area, and the doctor will update you when they can."

Stephanie nodded numbly and made her way to the waiting room, her body moving on autopilot. She collapsed into one of the plastic chairs, her mind spinning with fear and guilt. Why had she waited so long to reach out after their breakup? Why hadn't she told him that, despite everything, she still cared about him?

Hours passed, though they felt like days. Each time a nurse or doctor walked by, her heart jumped, hoping for news, dreading it at the same time. She felt trapped in a limbo, where time stood still, and the only thing that mattered was whether Jonathan was going to make it.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Dr. Hayes appeared in the doorway. He looked tired but calm, and as he approached, Stephanie stood up, her heart in her throat.

"Stephanie?" he asked gently, and she nodded, her voice lost.

"The surgery was long, and Jonathan's injuries were extensive," he began, "but he made it through. He's stable for now, though the next 24 hours are critical. He has multiple fractures, a concussion, and some internal injuries. We're monitoring him closely, but he's not out of the woods yet."

Stephanie felt a wave of relief wash over her, though it was tinged with fear. Jonathan was alive. He had survived the surgery. But the doctor's words lingered-he wasn't out of the woods.

"Can I see him?" she asked quietly.

The doctor nodded. "He's in the ICU. You can sit with him, but he's still unconscious and heavily sedated. It may be some time before he wakes up."

Stephanie followed Dr. Hayes down the hallway, her heart pounding with every step. When they reached the ICU, her breath caught in her throat. Jonathan lay in the hospital bed, surrounded by machines, tubes running from his body, his face pale and bruised. He looked so fragile, so unlike the man she had been with just days before.

She pulled up a chair beside his bed, her eyes filling with tears as she reached out and gently took his hand. It was warm, and the steady beep of the heart monitor reassured her that he was still here-still fighting.

"I'm here," she whispered, her voice shaking. "I don't know if you can hear me, but I'm here."

She sat there for hours, holding his hand, watching him breathe, her mind swirling with everything she wished she could say. All the anger, the hurt, the confusion-it faded away, replaced by the simple, overwhelming desire for him to survive. She didn't care about the lies anymore, or the secrets. All she wanted was for him to wake up.

As the night wore on, Stephanie's eyes grew heavy, but she refused to leave his side. She couldn't. Not now. Not when he needed her most.

And in the stillness of the ICU, as machines hummed around them and the world outside carried on, Stephanie realized something. Whatever had happened between them, whatever the future held-Jonathan would always be a part of her life. And she wasn't ready to say goodbye just yet.

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