Ruhanika Arora (Ruhi)
A broken soul who was raped by her own uncle at the age of 16.
She is arranged with someone who seems to love her existence in front of him.
But she is too shy and scared to face him coz of his history.
Abhiraj Rathore (abhi...
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After spending 3 hours on my hobby, teaching my children classical dance. Every child started to head home and I was bidding them a bye. Then I was about to book a cab for home but I remembered what Adhiraj said to me.
So, not wasting any more time because it was past 11 pm and I had to do house chores too. I called Adhiraj, after 3 bells the call was picked. "Hello?" The voice on the other side was very cold as if the person was very angry. "Bolna hai ki nhi?" The sentence was rude to me because Adhiraj would never talk to me like that. He would always be polite and gentle while talking to me. But this time it was rude and full of anger.
("Will you speak or not?")
"Muh mein juban hai ki nhi!?" More rudeness was added to his voice. Being speechless by listening to those words, I couldn't speak. I feel something rushing through me. This can't be it. But no matter how much I try to speak, words weren't ready to get out of my mouth.
("Does your mouth contain a tongue or not!?)
No
Not right now!
I know what's coming next for me. Before I could process anything a shouting voice came through my ears. "GET THOSE FUCKING WORDS OUT OF YOUR FREAKING MOUTH" and that was it. I feel a wave of emotions through my body as I hear those words and my tears coming out of my eyes. I throw the phone away from me. Holding my ears to avoid any kind of voice.
The studio was now filled with sobbing and scream as the panic attack hit me. The dark night of me at the age of 16 was playing like a looped movie. I hated how helpless i am. Once again I'm alone and Panic attack was dominated on me.
As I saw the scene once again, I picked my phone and threw in the direction of the mirror. The mirror shattered into pieces as I threw my phone. I walked towards the mirror to stop the scenes that were playing in front of me. I could feel the mirror pieces sank into my feet. I tried my best to stop the dark night of my life to stop but it was of not use.
I sat in the corner of the studio crying my heart out. I held my ears tightly to avoid any kind of noise. Suddenly I feel someone embracing me tightly and whispering soothing words to calm me down. I was too tired to push that person away from me because I was too scared to let anyone close to me.
Soon, I started to be normal and as I rise my head up I see Adhiraj in worried expression. "I'm so sorry rooh... I'm so sorry that I shouted on you" he said embracing me tightly. "Aap mere ko maro mene dekho aapka kya haal Kiya hai.. I'm so so sorry.. mujhe maaf kardo please"
("You slap me as you want..see what I've done to you.. I'm so so sorry.. please forgive me")
He continued to comfort me until I was fully normal. He then carefully pulled the glass pieces. Then you treat me wound he went to the store room after asking where it is. I could see him rushing here and there to help me out. As soon as he treated my wound, he picked me up at first I hesitated from him doing so but after listening to his soothing word i finally agreed. He took me to the car placing me on the back seat gently as if I would break anytime. "Ghar Jane ke baad aap Aram kar lena" he said and was about to sit on the driving seat but I stopped him saying "mujhe abhi Ghar nhi Jana.. please"
("You can rest after we reach home"
"I don't want to go home... please")
He nodded and sat with me in the back seat. "I'm so sorry mene aapse aise baat kari" he apologized again. He was there when I needed him the most. Without giving a second thought, i sat on his lap and hugged him as if there is no tomorrow. He hugged me back and started to caressing my back. Seeing him so much worried for me and caring for me was something that I never felt with bhabhi too. Panic attack was not leaving me it still somewhere had some effect on me. As I was over thinking, my mind again took me to that terrible night of my life. Making me burst out into tears once again.
"Please save me from that devil... He'll destroy me once again and this time I'll die-" I felt a finger on my lips. "Nothing will happen to you and dare you to use that word again" he said and I couldn't process what to say or what to do. After some time I was fully overcomed from my panic attack, Adhiraj asked something that I could be never explain or tell someone.
"Rooh what is the reason behind your panic attacks?" I couldn't reply to this question. "I can't tell you right now" he nodded as I snuggle more into his neck finding peace there and him tightening his grip around my waist. "Tell me when your comfortable and remember I'm always there for you and will always be"
After our little conversation in the car, we headed home. Adhiraj strictly prohibited me from doing any of the house chores no matter how much I request him.
Later that night, Adhiraj permanently shifted me in his room. After we had dinner, we both came to our room to sleep. "If you need something tell me.. don't dare to get up from the bed" I nodded and layed down to sleep so did Adhiraj. As I face the wall to sleep but being uncomfortable i couldn't sleep. Suddenly I feel a pair of muscular arms around my waist. I don't know why but I like it. I faced Adhiraj and snuggled into his chest as he snuggled into my neck.
I felt peace in his arms, this was the feeling that I never felt in my father's arms when he hugged me. Feeling the warmth of his body and his hot breathing again my neck was feeling good as it helped me to drift into sleep.
(◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
It's been 1 month to that incident and now has the best moments of my life. Everyone loves me as their own daughter. Adhiraj makes me feel happy and blessed and I still remember his question he asked me in the car but it's me who couldn't gather the courage to tell his my dark past.
But today, i finally gathered my courage to tell him my past because he deserves to know it. I was standing in the balcony of his room as there was still time for Adhiraj to come. As I was standing against the railing of the balcony i felt a pair of arms around my waist. I felt a wave of happiness running through my body.
"I came back early today" he said snuggling into my neck more. "Adhiraj I've something to tell you because you deserve to know it" "Go ahead"i turned to him. Taking a deep breath, I looked into his dark brown orbs.
"I'm ready to tell you my past"
꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱ Love you birdies 🩷 🌸
Will Adhiraj leave Ruhanika after listening to her past?
