"We're going somewhere where no one can hear you scream, no one can hear you cry, No one can hear you DIE." His voice screamed inside my head as every word was scrapped into my brain as i felt the car move forward. I can't believe that my father is doing this to me. I don't know what i did to deserve this. After 17 years of being nothing to worry about, I have been keeping my fathers secret for years. I witnessed the night my mother was killed. But he did not want me to tell the police or any one who did it because it would put us both in danger.
About an hour later he dragged me into a brown run-down house with no one in sight for miles and miles off.
I was crying my heart out pleading my father to let me go. "Please, father, please i promise i won't say anything please. I promise i won't speak of mother. Please let me leave. PLEASE"
He threw me onto a couch and started beating me because i spoke of Mother.
He took a knife from his back pocket and cut down the side of my arm.
Blood dripped from my arm like a waterfall off the edge of a cliff.
I got dizzy.
I fainted. I could smell nothing, see nothing. It was like i was never there. But I knew I was. I was being held captive and being tortured to finest amount by my own father.
Father had seen me faint and decided to stop for a while so i would not die.
He got up from the couch and turned on the radio. As he did this i was regaining consciousness.
I could hear every lyric. But i could not put out who it was that was singing the song.
He sounded irish. And then british and another british it sounded like four british boys and one irish boy.
I did not know what band this was because father never let me listen to music or watch t.v or even go to school.
I kept listening to the song, I don't know why but i really like this song. I think it's called One thing. I pressed replay so the song would keep replaying over and over again.
I've tried playing it cool
But when I'm looking at you
I can't ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race
Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe
Something's gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing
Now I'm climbing the walls
But you don't notice at all
That I'm going out of my mind
All day and all night
Somethings' gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to know your name
And I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing.
I wonder if they wrote this song to be catchy, or was it meant for someone.
At this moment i notice that one day i could matter to someone that someone could care for me if i don't die here then one day i could finally be happy.
That word danced inside my brain "happy". What is happy to a person. Being loved by there family, there friends or there piers.
What if one day i was happy. What if i was being cared for my someone, someone who actually gived a damn what i say or what i do with my life.
I promised myself that one day i would meet the people that are singing this song.
hours later
I looked out of the nearest window. I saw an ocean and a beach full of rocks and seashells for miles and nothing more. I felt trapped like i was no where in the world i was some where far far away from happiness. I was in hell where the devil could strike at any moment.
I felt so tires my eyes could no longer stay open any longer so i decided to fall asleep and dream of a better place.
My eyes closed and i was dreaming in a matter of seconds.
I was dreaming of the night my mother was killed. My father ahd started beating her when I was only a todler. He started beating me shortly after. One day my mother finaly broke and tried to take me away and run away from my father, but my father found out that she was leaving and he took a knife from the kitchen drawer, and stepped up to her he started yelling and she took me out of my crib and into her arms while she was yelling father kept getting closer and closer, until my mother yelled, "Get away from me and MY daugher. She was and never will be YOUR daughter." He got closer with the knife and yelled "She is my daughter and you can't do anything to stop it!" he screamed and took the knife and stabbed her in the chest. I fell out of her arms and onto the floor iw as lying there next to her. The blood from her lifeless bpdy was seeping into my chlothes. Father picked me up off the floor and told me "Don't you ever speak a word of this to anyone or else, BOTH of us with be in big trouble. you hear me?" I nodded my head in agreement. I was crying all night. My father cam in my room to tell me to shut up. But it never came. He went downstairs and grabbed a beer and to hide the bodie from the police or any one else he could think of. I fell asleep after that and never found out where he had hidden my mothers bodie.
I woke up at 9 in the morning to see my father standing over me with a mcdonalds bag, but none of it was for me. He took the bag and started pulling everything out. He gave none of it to me.
Once he was done eating everything. He grabbed a beer and started drinking and drinking, until it was gone. He took the beer bottle and through it at me. I ducked and it hit the wall and shattered into a million tiny little pieces.
Once father was asleep with beer bottle in hand and the tellivison on i grabbed my bag and put some stuff like food from the fridge and water from the focet inside and grabbed the door handle and when the door opened i ran outside and kept running and running until i could no longer see the house.
I was Gone...
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Hello boys and girls. Well this is the first chapter of "His song saved my life"
I really hope you like it and if you like this try reading my other storie "Bright"
bye bye ;)
