Why You

I cant

"GET OFF HER YOU FUCKING SHITHEAD"said Nate thank go he came all those I wished he came a little earlier.

Nate then pushed Cameron off me and started punching him multiple times. Cameron face was all bruised up small cuts blood streaming down his nose and his right eye was swollen.

Cam was now in unconscious. Nate quickly came to me am  untied me. I put my pants on quickly and covered my bare chest. Nate gave me his hoodie and called the cops.

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The police arrested Cam. They took me to questioning I told them every thing. They also ran some test on me to see if I was rejecting him.

When all that happened I went outside of the room I was and saw Sammy  his eyes we're puffy and bloodshot red. Once he saw me he quickly ran over to me. Then I saw Jack J. Jack then came up to me and hugged me but Sammy kinda intruded.

Sammy's Pov.

Nate called me to tell me what had happened with Sofia. I quickly went to where they were. I then started crying because if I had taken her home none of this would  happen.

I was saw Sofia and I quickly ran to her an gave her the tightest hug ever. Then Jack gave her a hug. She then broke down and started crying and so did I

"I'm sorry babygirl I should have taken you home and none of this would have happened I love you "I said I ran my hand gently on her back.

"I-it w-was... horrible h-e hurt me.. so bad...... I just want to die right now "she stuttered. I then kinda pulled away and got her chin so she can look at me in the eyes

"Don't ever say that you hear me you will get threw this and Im going to be right by your side okay princess it kills me seeing you like this and  I want to  kill that piece of shit  "I said as I gave her a peck on the lips but she pulled away

Sofias Pov.

Sammy kisses me but I pulled away quickly.  Im tramatized right now. What Cameron did to me it literally killed me. Never did I think this would happened to me. I feel so disgusted I feel dirty like a piece of SHIT. I love Sammy I truly do but I think it's best if we aren't together I don't want him to suffer because of me.  I don't think I'll be the same girl I was yesterday

"Can we go outside we need to talk"I said trying to hold my tears back.

"Uh sure"he said as he grabbed my hand and we started walking outside

We we're now by his car.  The night was filled with stars the moon was full it was a such a beautiful view. As the cold air hit my face I then realized why I came here.

"Listen this decision kills me... but I think it's best if we don't see each other no more "I said not making eyes contact

"W-what no your kidding me right we both know thats what you think "he said with hurt in his voice

"No your wrong I do look I'm afraid I'm not going to be the same girl I was 1-2 days ago what just happen mentally killed me  and I don't want you to got threw this with me "I said as I slowly started seeing blurry

"You can be we can go to a therapist and don't worry it's not a problem going threw this with you that's why Im your boyfriend to stick with you in the good and bad times"he croaked

"NO SAMMY YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I COMPLETELY LOST FEELINGS FOR YOU I DON'T THINK ILL EVER SEE A GUY WITHOUT FEELING DISGUSTED "Iscreamed at him because he was getting what I was saying and that was the only way he would stop bugging me by saying I didn't want or love him anymore

"DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN'T BE WITHOUT YOU...I can't sofi I  really can't I feel like if I have no meaning in this world your the only person who truly made feel loved not just by my looks but by me .."he said crying now. It hurt me but I'm just in a circumstance in which I feel disgusted by all men.

"I'm happy I made you feel like that but it's to move on Sammy I can't deal with this "I said

"Look at me in the eyes and tell me you don't want me "he said I did but didn't it's really hard having a boyfriend when you just got raped I mean we can still be friend right.

"I don't want you as a boyfriend but.... how about friends "I said looking at him the eyes

"I don't think that will work but just saying that if something happens to me don't cry "he said as got in his car and I watched him drive away and I started crying hysterically. I love him so much but  I feel disgusted and embarrassed and it makes me feel like if other people feel the same way about including Sammy.

It hurt me so much saying that I don't want him as a boyfriend but it's true not right now I need to get over this FEELINGS.

I then got worried because he said if something happens to me don't cry what did he mean

I them went back to Jack and told him what happened and started crying on his arms.  We went home I took a long shower trying to feel clean but it didn't work.

I then got out of the shower and fell asleep but then got a nightmare

(WTF!!! So double update because I haven't updated in a while so yeah any who what the he'll Sofia why would you do that lmao. I hope you guys like this chapter so many mixed feelings what do you think Sammy will do

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