when you see this (*) play the song above
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Emma Jensen
When Harry started singing, everyone started screaming so did I, he can sing beautifully, so can the other boys. Their now singing a song called "little things" I really love the song Niall is singing his solo now and if I'm being honest I'm crying.
"EMMA THEIR AMAZING OMGGGGGG I AM SO IN LOVEEE" Lisa suddenly screams in my ear
"Emma you don't have TO SCREAM I can hear you just fine when you talk calm"
"oh yeah sorry Emmyyy"
"it's fineee girly"
When the song ends Harry looks me straight in the eyes and smiles at me, I smile back and I died a little bit cause he gave me a full one dimple smile.
He starts talking about how much he loves making music and singing for the fans. Suddenly he starts to talk about how he went to a club and met this amazing girl... when I realize he is talking about me he asks me if I want to sing a song with them.
I look at him with my jaw dropped... of course he just stands there smiling at me waiting for me to answer his question.
Fuck it I'm just gonna do it
"yes I would like that" I smile at him and he smiles back at me
I walk up the stage and looked around and omg it's pretty scary being up here.
"so what do you want to sing?" Harry asks
Honestly I have an idea but I don't know if it's right for this concert and with their music style..
"I don't know" I look at Harry with a look of help me
"you can choose anything, I know you have some ideas there in your head" he says to me through his microphone. Everyone is staring at us
"okay fine I want to sing a song that I wrote myself, it's called "I love you, I'm sorry" but you don't know the text so it's fine we can do another one" I say while watching the crowd
"maybe you can sing on your own like you have an amazing voice Emma you should show it the them" he says while pointing to the crowd
"only if they don't mind" I looked at the crowd and they started to scream and saying that I needed to sing
"I think you've got your answer, they really want you to sing" he smiles proudly
"alright than, I have the song on my phone" I say
he takes my phone and he gives in to the man who controls the music. God am I really doing this? I men this song is pretty personal to me. But really want to sing it and this is my only opportunity so I'm gonna take it.
Few second later and the music starts playing
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"two Augusts ago I told the truth, oh, but you didn't like it you went home"
I already feel like I could cry, I wrote this when I was at my lowest.
"you're in your Benz, I'm by the gate"
"now you go alone charm all the people you train for, you mean well but aim low"
"and I'll make it known like I'm getting paid"
My friends all start to cry cause they are the only ones who know what this song is about, they we're the only ones who were there for me, I love them so much.
"that's just the way life goes"
"I like to slam doors closed trust me, I know it's always about me"
"I love you, I'm sorry"
Everyone is watching me, I see some girls are even crying. Harry is watching me from the side he looks serious but also kind of sad?. Now comes the bridge...
"you were the best, but you were the worst"
"as sick as it sounds, I loved you first"
"I was a dick, it is what it is"
"a habit to kick, the age-old curse"
"I tend to laugh whenever I'm sad I stare at the crash it actually works"
"making amends, this shit never ends"
"I'm wrong again, wrong again"
"the way life goes joyriding down our road"
"lay on the horn to prove that it haunts me"
"I love you I'm sorry
And then the song ends and everyone starts cheering, I see many crying and holding each other
"thank you" I say to everyone and walk of stage and run to the bathroom. When I reached it I broke down crying.
Few minutes later I hear knocking on the door
"Em? Are you in here?" it's Lisa
"yes" I speak with a crackly voice
"oh babes let me in" she says with a sweet voice
I unlock the door and let her in. She gives me a hug right away
"are you okay?"
"I don't know it was a big step to sing that song, you know why. I just needed to get of that stage before i broke down crying right there so I just ran to this bathroom. Oh shit Harry must think I left"
"yes I know why, I very proud of you for singing that song in front if everyone. I already thought you would go somewhere that nobody would see you cry, that's why I came looking for you to make sure you we're okay. And no Harry saw you running to the bathroom and walked after you but someone stopped him and said that he needed to go back on stage again"
"oh yeah that makes sense"
"do you want to go home or do you still want to see the rest of the concert?" she asks
"I want to watch the concert but from backstage don't want to go back in the crowd"
"okay I will text the girls to come to us" she smiles
"okay, thank you"
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4th chapter!! yayy i'm pretty excited for you guys to read it.
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-A
