The Game Of LOVE! [Ft: Shubsara]

18 | I hate Myself.

I was very traumatized I was not able to believe that it's true,his silence was killing me every second "sara look into my eyes or dekho tumhe lagta hai mai pyar pyar nhii karta" He said.

"Lagta hai!? Or kitna juth bologe shubman batao kitna!?? You disgust me shubman Gill! " I said with tears in my eyes.

"Itna nafrat karti ho mujse"

"Nafrat!? No no Mr. Gill absolutely not I don't hate you, I hate myself for loving youuu! You are the biggest mistake of my life, I wish mai dad ki baat sun leti nhii karti tumse shadi I wish"

"Sara calm down and please baitho and listen to me"

"Listen!? Seriously do you really think that there's something left now!? Huhh tell me what should I listen!? What do you want from me apart from ruining my life"

Sara got a call from her mom, she received the call and somehow manage to stop her tears, and said shubman to keep quite."hello beta kaisi hai tu" She asked.

"M..mai to bahut acchi hu aap batao mumma.

"Mujhe kya hona hai mai to ek dum perfect hu, tu bata aaj Teri pehli rasoi thi na to kaisi rahi kya banaya tune!? "

"Maine ahhh Maine to halwa banaya or sabko bahut aacha laga or mummy ji ne mujhe khandani  kangan bhi diye or papa ji ne bhi gift diya"

"Accha, kal aana haina to bata damad jii (shubman)ko kya pasand hai!?"

"Kal aana hai!? "

"Ha tu bhul gyii kya kal pag fere ki rasam hai tujhe ghar aana hai"

"Ohh haa aaccha mai to bhul hi gyi thi"

"Usse kuch bhi khila do vo kha lega vo kya haina hamare ghar ki har cheez usse bahut pasand hai" I said while staring at shubman aggressivly.
Shubman was looking at me with puppy face and eyes filled with grief!

"Accha mumma mai Kal aa jaungi mai aapse baad me baat karti hu actually mujhe kuch kaam hai"

"Okk beta byee take care"

"Byee mumma, you too" I said.

I aggressively looked at shubman, and I thrown him out of the room and closed the gets, I sat alone in the dimly lit room, tears streaming down her face.my world had shattered.

Shubman's betrayal cut deep. His lies, his deceit, his infidelity. I thought their love was unbreakable.

But now, the memories of our laughter, our whispers, and our promises seemed like a cruel joke.

My eyes fell on the ring shubman had given me , symbolizing their forever.

Forever!? (I smirked in sarcasm) forever seems to be joke now, all lie, "what should I do now" I was thinking that while having tears in my eyes!