My Boss Love Me

FOURTEEN - REASON

MIYEON POV.

Jimin is all focused on his laptop. I'm focused on the files and him. I keep taking small glances at him. That makes my heart flutter side by side relax.

People say, only your lover can make you feel better. But not all the time This happens.

He is the second person who can make me happy. As the first one was....

I forgot his name. A guy... I used to date on my elementary school days.

~ Flashback ~

"Hey!! Baby... ", I stopped founding my boyfriend and a random girl together.

Holding hands. I forced to smile as I walked to them. Trying to confess myself.

I utter shuttering, " BA..baby.. you ...".

He just sighed, " what is it?," he answered rudely.

"What is this?...why are", I got cut off.

He yelled, " oh Miyeon... Don't be so possessive... I don't like these kinda girls"

~Flash back ends ~

I got into my senses when Jimin snapped his fingers in front of my eyes.

" Are you okay, ms Kim?", he asked with concern.

I forcedly smiled, "ye..yeah.. I'm all okay.. let's keep doing what we were doing already ", I smiled trying to assure him.

My mind was reeling that specific moment continuously, making me inhale and exhale lots of breath with my beating chest.

The only thing I was feeling is to get into my bed, sink my head into the pillow and cry with all my heart remembering all the cruel memories of that day. And that every moment I spent with him.

In these all years I controlled my heart soo bad, but I don't know why, my heart was hurting, I was feeling to be in a same place, I started feeling his presence all sudden.

I loved him unconditionally and in return he returned me everything in the way of cheating.

I hated trusting men since then.

" Can I.. can I go to the washroom?", I utter asking slowly.

As he lifts his face to look at mine. His eyes embracing concern towards me.

" Are you... Are you sure you're okay Miyeon?", he again utters the same question. He was determined that there's something wrong with me.

Jimin POV.

I was concerned about what happened to her. She was suddenly soo upset, that is clear on her face.

I'm feeling bad, but I'm helpless. If I could, I would have go and take her to my embrace to comfort her as much as I can.

But unfortunately I can't do that. I'm no one to touch her that way, in the sense of I'm only her boss right now, no one else, I stayed silent keeping my feelings inside.

After I asked, if she is okay. She was silent but then suddenly spoke.

" I.. I think I'll feel better... If I just freshen up...", she expressed.

I nodded. But I knew that's not it. There's something that is troubling her. Maybe something personal, I might do not interfere.

Knowing, she was lying, I acted fool,
" Okay.. ".

She immediately stood up from the chair, bowed towards me and left the room.

Her absence was making me feel even more helpless.

Past -

Author POV.

"Mom! I don't wanna go to that school, I want to go back to our city", a 14 year old girl shouted.

Her mom came to her, sitting beside her,
" You'll feel good baby... It's also a city in Busan. You'll get used to it", she comforted.

Since they both were talking, that girl kept denying her mother, and her mother kept comforting her.

" Trust me baby, you'll be happy when you'll comeback today. And you'll make a wonderful friend surely", she assures.

She looked at her mom, glaring, " mom!! How can you be soo sure with something like that?", she complained.

" I'm you mommy!!", she added, " well, get ready Miyeon. You don't wanna be late, right?".

She nodded sighing.

Present -

Miyeon POV.

As soon as I reached the washroom. I bend down, trying to breath properly.

My heart was beating, all of his presence were roaming all around me. It really feels like he has came back.

As the tears started to drop from my eyes  and I kept wiping them.

" Stop... crying... It was...his fault, not yours", I cried, whispering.

" Why he .... let's not think about it?.. okay...", I encouraged myself not to ruin the day.

After splashing water on my face I wiped them, I slowly opened the door and went to my room to fix the makeup.

Author

 

Memories kept chasing her,
Some good, some bad.
But in all, she was the only,
Who was hurt.
She never knew if he
Does exist now,
But the cheating possessions
Were still hurting her
Even in the absence of him.
after all he was her
" First love only ".

Jimin POV.

Miyeon, I'm still waiting for her. She is gone since 30 minutes. If it's okay, I'm thinking to call her directly.

I picked up my phone, resting my back on the chair. I tap to call, as it started ring.

I kept calling, as it rings and then kept ringing.

" What happened to herr", I whispered frustration.

I kept calling her 5 times, but no answer came from her . If would look weird soo that I didn't called her anymore. Thinking of waiting for her until she really appears.

Author POV.

As Jimin kept waiting, Miyeon was nowhere to be seen.

Suddenly the door opened slowly, revealing Miyeon totally in a fine way. It doesn't seems like something is really bothering her.

" Finally.. you took soo long in the washroom... You remember right? We've a meeting with the roses today?", Jimin enquired, waiting for a response from her.