Is it real or...?!

Part 3 (present)

Writer's POV

"He has a girlfriend" the only line kept repeating in her mind but she knew she can't do anything about it.

Laying on the bed with an heavy heart & the every memory of him whenever he was around, every eye contact they made, no matter how small the moments were it was all she had.

"It's not his fault tho" she says it to herself feeling hurt.

"I shouldn't have expected anything or whatever from someone whom I just have a mere eye contact" she thinks.

She was in love but he didn't knew it, she said a lot with her eyes but he didn't heard it, she kept thinking of him repeatedly in her mind but did he knew it ?

She couldn't cry neither she could smile.
It felt like "right person wrong timing".

He would look at her the way every girl wanted to be looked at. He made her feel like there was something worthy looking at her. Whenever she used to caught him looking at her she felt happy.

None of them used to back up or break the eye contact they were holding. It was like a competition both wanted to win but one had to backup or it won't end.

The time when their eyes locked with eachother she felt like her world stopped. Without any words or movement they used to stare at eachother. One's eye filled with something different and the other's eyes filled with love. People say eyes speak more than your heart she felt it.

She never knew if he felt it or not she just used to admire his eyes whenever their eyes met. Whenever she used step inside the college her eyes would search for him thinking he might wandering here or there. No matter whichever or whatever classroom she stepped into she would look for him with hope he would or might be there. She knew destiny had some other plans but she listened to her heart & whatever it made her think.

There was time they both saw eachother with same emotions. She was talking to one of her friend but her eyes never left his when while keeping the eye contact he started taking steps towards her making her heart race as her eyes grew wider in shock for a sec. He was coming towards her with "curiousity & bit of anger" written in it. As he stopped infront of her for a sec & then turn towards her left she sighed in relief. Many thoughts ran inside her mind.

It was one sided love she loved him like there was no one him but she was still ready for other things like "he might have girlfriend or maybe not" she didn't knew but she felt it coming. She was ok with that too. But even if she was ready why did it hurt so much when her friend revealed that he has a girlfriend ?

"Even though I saw it coming I should've stopped admiring him. I should've just not took it so forward that it might hurt me till this point. He might love her alot I mean alot obviously it's his girlfriend but why didn't I atleast confess to him that I like him huhh *chuckles* I was scared of that too".

The second she got to know he has a girlfriend she stopped thinking at the point that line made her go silent the revelation made her feel numb for sometime but still ok with it.

Everyone of us know that one sided love hurts alot but it's the purest love even though you might not get any response by the other side but you are still happy that you can atleast look at them or admire them from far. It makes you feel happy when their happy even when you make no move you just sit there and adore them from far but the moment your eyes met theirs it feels like time has stopped whatever you were doing is stopped. It feels like they're controlling you with their eyes no matter even if you look at even for just some seconds it makes you feel butterflies in your stomach but when the destiny do not prefer your side nd that's when THE REALITY COMES CRASHING DOWN AND SHATTER YOUR HEART IN MILLION PIECES AS IF IT NEVER MATTERED.

*FINALLY UPDATED THIS CHAPTER. IT FELT LIKE THIS STORY TOOK A LONG BREAK AND CAME BACK AS IT REMEMBERED "OHH LET ME CONTINUE". SO I HOPE I ACTUALLY KEEP THIS CHAPTER UPDATED CAUSE I'M WRITING ANOTHER BOOK CALLED "FRIENDS SO COOL.." YOU CAN FIND IT ON MY ACCOUNT. I'LL TRY TO UPDATE BOTH STORIES BUT IT WILL TAKE SOMETIME AS MY EXAMS ARE STARTING IN FEW DAYS. SO I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS PART. TYSM!! BYEE LOVE YOU ALL❤️‍🩹🤌*

- YOUR AUTHOR 💁🏻‍♀️