Crescent's therian diary

9/26/24

Hiiii this entry is going to be kinda long bc theres a lot I want to write

vent:

(A bit of context, im part of a 6 ppl friend group their names are Jett Jason Lilliana Andrew and Rourke and then me) So this morning I was playing soccer with some friends before school and im bad at shooting so it took me 3 tries to score but I DID IT and Jason started talking about how trash I am (thats a normal teasing thing for us) but he kept saying it over and over again and I kept reminding him that I still scored but he kept saying it and I wanted to cry and when I tell you I am not a crier and its hard for rude stuff to make me anything other than indifferent or angry but at least he said sorry🙃. Also kinda deppresso☕️ today bc I don't think anyone at my school besides Lilliana and Andrew and maybe Rourke actually genuinely likes me or would choose to hang out with me above anyone else. Like I'm always the backup😕. And I know I should be "grateful" that I have very well off parents and a great life but that doesn't stop life from sucking. Oh and I'm bisexual and the friend group knows and most of them always make homophobic jokes and I'm so tired of them acting like my sexuality is my one defining factor and I kind of want to recognize this as bad but I just can't find it in me to care cuz thats just who I am and I usually don't have very strong emotions other that anger. Sooo ya.

Human stuff:

We went on a feild trip to the Adler planetarium today and it was kind of fun but we had to take notes and stuff and we barely got any time at the exhibits🫠. Not much else interesting stuff happened. Also I never mentioned that I'm a huge fan of hazbin hotel and I'm secretly watching it for the 3rd time and rn I'm listening to Stayed Gone😋

What ppl actually came here for:

Soooo if you read my last entry you would know abt that weird wolf dream I had and so I'm thinking like what if that was a memory from my past life and I was killed by hunters???? If anyone has advice on figuring out your past lives I would really appreciate that bc I think its super cool. Also I think I might be otherhearted not therian cuz I feel like it fits me better. Also I've had no luck figuring out what type of wolf I am cuz I looked up different types of wolves but none of them really fit but the closest one I could find was a tundra wolf. Another thing, all my profiles and stuff are Moonshine cuz thats what I named my black cat fursona but it doesn't really fit with a wolf so maybe I should change it

Thanks for reading byeeeeee❤️