"What the fuck Killa spat walking inside seeing cade on the couch."
"I- don't even explain your fucking self he cut me off throwing cady bag on top of the Conner and left while Cady begins to cry for him."
"Killa I ran behind him but no response."
"Killa I grab him softly."
"Don't fucking touch me."
"Just talk to me damn.
"You go out of town and pick up bad habits and bring home old shit he spat!"
"What happen to this nigga being dead he spat!"
"I'm just as surprise as you damn."
"You are getting back with that nigga, taking cady away from me he laughed knowing he was piss."
"I never said that shit but he's the father of my son Killa what the fuck I'm supposed to do I snap."
"It's fuck me right everything I did for you I know you unstable around him samaya just go to that nigga I'm not wasting my time."
"Killa don't walk away from me okay."
"You don't need me so let me go samaya he spat walking off."
"I made my way back in the house finding myself lock in the bathroom."
"Yo, samaya you alright cade asked?"
"No, I feel like my life is fuck up I cried on the other side of the door."
"Half of it is my fault I apologize."
"It's not cade It's my decisions that I made I feel like I'm all alone I spat."
"You not alone samaya and you know that."
"I don't feel like me cade."
"I feel that ma but you got to keep going."
"You let me down cade."
"I'm sorry I want to make it up to you I want to fill the empty parts in only if you let me, I know we not going to get back what we lost but I want to be here for you and cady he told me."
"Days I wish you were here, now It's like I'm lost on what to say to you."
"What's on your mind just be real it's me and you he spat."
"I love you cade and I'll always love you and that being a big part of why I didn't move on it was like I was waiting for you to come back to me."
"When we're together me and Killa was around each other and he told me he had a thing for me, but I love you, I stood up for you when he spat the truth in my face, but It came across my mind."
"That didn't make me jump for another nigga cade I wanted you and only you when you left me you hurt me bad but cady filled that hole because it felt like I still had apart of you still there."
"Two years pass by I just ignored the fact I was still hurt that's why I work to keep my mind busy."
"Killa felt deeper for me, and I was numb hoping time heals me, but it didn't."
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Unexpected pleasure
Non-FictionGetting love in different way's finding myself lost in a maze, love hurts maybe love is strange in different ways from different people that you love the deeper you love someone the more it hurts you or hunts you the more you carry so much weight...