Her Girl | Nika Mühl

hungover confessions

TURNING OVER IN HER BED Becca groans, the sunlight shining through her window in her face. Azzi laughs and puts a cup of water on the girls nightstand with some advil "Your more of a lightweight than Paige and that's saying something" she laughs sittin on the end of Becca's bed.

The younger turns around and stares at Azzi gripping her head "My head hurts" she whines pulling the sheets above her head. Azzi shakes her hand and rips the sheets off of her "Nooe wake up it's already eleven" she smiles at the girl.

Becca sits up a bit too quietly, a wave of dizziness washing over her "I-it's eleven damn" she groans turning over and grabbing the water and painkillers, smiling at the girl in thanks as she takes them.

"So you had fun last night" Azzi smiles innocently trying to hint at her and the Croatian. Becca shrugs and finishes her water, wiping her mouth "I guess why?" she asks knowing what Azzi ment already.

Before another word can be said Nika walks into their dorm and walks over to Becca "How you feeling princess?" she asks putting a bag and cup of coffee on her nightstand. Azzi looks at Nika shocked not knowing what to do in this situation, so she just walks out and runs to Paige's dorm to talk to her.

The sophomore sits up in her bed pulling the cover on her and motions Nika to get in. The twos girls sit with the backs against the headboard, legs under the covers "M fine Niks, my head hurts but that's normal, what about you baby?" Becca asks her turning her head to look at the girl beside her.

"I'm fine princess" Nika says wrapping her arm around the shorter girl pulling her closer to her "I'm sorry ya know" she whispers.

Becca looks up at Nika moving away to face her, sitting on one of her outstretched thighs "Sorry about what Nika?" she asks quietly her hand coming to hold the seniors cheek.

As her thumb caresses Nika's cheek said girl looks down at her hands biting the inside of her cheek. She felt so bad for what she put Becca through all week, ignoring her infront of others then behind closed doors acting like they were a thing, and then making her cry. When she heard Becca crying with Paige, her heart dropped, she never wanted to hurt the girl only wanting to protect. The older girl didn't understand why she was so attached to her, this feeling didn't come easy to Nika. She didn't catch feeling easily, hell she didn't even date anyone, she had meaningless flings, went on a few dates but they didn't mean anything to her. This, this feeling she has with Becca is something she never experienced before, and it scared her.

Nika's hands come to hold Becca's waist "For how I acted to you, it wasn't fair and I- I'm sorry it's just.." she didn't finish her sentence instead rubbing circles into the girls waist that was perched up on her thigh.

"Talk to me Niks please it's okay" Becca's whispers holding the girls face with both her hands.

The older girl takes a deep breath "I never felt like this, never catch feelings for anyone before this-this is different I'm scared moja princeza" she admits her head down, not daring to make eye contacts

Becca sighs pushing the girls face up to look at her "It's okay Nika I've never liked a girl this is new for me too, your not alone" she whispers to the girl moving to straddle her waist.

She stares down at the Nika "I really like you ya know" Becca says smiling a bit.

Nikas stares at the girl, one hand moving from her wait to her cheek "You mean that baby?" she asks with uncertainty, this was the most vulnerable shes been with someone who wasn't her family or Paige.

"Of course I mean that, your beautiful and strong and hot and caring, you make me feel safe, I never really felt that before" Becca confesses to her, staring at her with her doe eyes.