Broken. (Matthew Espinosa)

chapter 4

(I messed up the chapter counting so yea lol enjoy READ AN AT THE END)
"You know what fuck this!" I stand up and go into my room and fix myself up "I am going to school today and it's going to be fine" I tell myself

I still had time to get to school since I woke up early to tell matt about my feelings and.. No forget about matt

our school starts at 10 am so I guess I'm lucky

anyways once I'm done I walk out my door and walk my usual route to school I see matt by himself on his porch by himself with his head in his hands. "R? Wait Rhea!" He yelled. I ignored him and kept walking like I was all of that even if I wasn't all that I wasn't going to let this boy control my feelings anymore I'm done.

I smile at my thoughts I proud of myself for being strong. A strong hand grips my hand and spins me around our eyes lock and he opens his mouth to say something but something in me I don't know if it was anger lust or sadness I grabbed his face and kissed him.

Wow good job Rhea what about that pep talk u just had 2 secs ago. As I came to a realization of what I was doing I felt fireworks but at that moment I knew what I was doing was totally wrong

I began to pull away but felt hands around my back pull me back into the kiss. Was he kissing me back?
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Okay so guys I decided until I get some feed back I'll post some small chapters every now and then ☺️