PLOT: Josh and his girlfriend Lola are arguing. Lola is breaking up with him and accusing him of never caring about her.
Josh: "you have got to be joking me. are you serious?!"
Lola: "yes I'm serious! I'm done, I'm done with you!"
Josh: (scoffs) "wow"
Lola: "You never cared! You never attempted to care! why? why should I stay!"Josh: "don't fucking bullshit me right now! I have cared! I've always cared! i have given up everything for you. just so you could be happy. i moved abroad for you, i travelled so far for you! i gave up my dreams and aspirations just so you could love me. i keep giving and giving but you give me nothing in return! so don't, don't blame this all on me when you couldn't even stand to be around me in public, like I'm a disease that's slowly killing you. like I'm a cancer that's latched onto you that you cant seem to fight. You were once someone i loved and someone i though i received support and empathy from but you were only painting me as the bad guy and only im the evil one because im a man right?! well let me be honest to you Lola! i never slept with Hannah! i never slept with Rachel! i had the chance but i didn't because i couldn't do that to you even though we was on the no contact thing, even though you told me to move one. i couldn't fucking do it because I LOVE YOU!! and you can hate me wish i was dead but all i have ever wanted is to feel some love from you, just an inch, an ounce, like a drug addict would get the thrill from just a crumb of crack cocaine, you are my drug, you are my life support and if you was to leave it'd be like you'd pulled the plug. but you know what, leave, i can reincarnate myself and have someone love me for the way i have chosen to live my life because i know there is someone out their that will love me in many ways more ways then you ever could, so go! leave!. its all you are ever good for anyway."
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