𝑳𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍; 𝑴𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒈.

MINHO.

Song recommendation: The machine by Reed Wonder and Aurora Olivas.

After yesterday's dream Jisung head was fogged up, It was so bad to a point that the most deafening screams his friends let out in that car was just a mere faint noise to Jisung.

He was on his way to have a small picnic with his friends, Squeezed in the car with the other boys as they sang songs and laughed at eachother's jokes.

Even though Jisung commented here and there he still couldn't help but slip in to his own world.

Sometimes he would stare ahead with the voice of the stranger ringing in his ears, At this point he started doubting if it all was just really in his head..

It was scary yet inducing..

And at those feelings he would slap himself back to the reality, It's just something messed up in him, Which is what yearning for some sort of evil to come and save him.

But was he an evil? Can everything unalive be considered as evil? He had no idea, He couldn't even believe this completely.. How can something so mythical be ever real?

It was staring to hurt his brain, A huge headache which made him almost groan out in frustration. There was still thousands of unanswered questions and he never got a chance to atleast ask one, He was stuck in a state of confusion.. Maybe it was growing him even more insane than he already was.

"Are you okay?"

A deep voice asked as it pulled him out of the cloud of thoughts. Jisung's gaze averts to Felix who looked at him with wide-concerned eyes. Jisung was quick to smile as he nodded his head.

"I am just a bit tired."

Jisung said as Felix spoke up just after.

"Then get some sleep."

And at that Jisung hesitated, Sleeping would bring him back to those dreams and for some reason that made him feel uneasy.. It is true he still have the job to question the unknown man but right now it felt overwhelming to be stuck in a dream like that.

"I will be fine."

Jisung reassured as he leaned his head against the closed window, Eyes gazing outside at the passing scenaries. Felix eyes lingered over him for a while before it turned back to his own boyfriend who was complaining about his back hurting from sitting for so long.

Finally they reached their destination, And on that draped picnic mat they sat around eating and having some alcohol (expect the driver), They chated and mostly asked about how Chan was doing with his life. The sky was turning orange as they sat back and enjoyed eachother's presence.

"I want some water.."

Seungmin who laid on the grass said and soon his eyes landed on Jisung who rolled his eyes. Soon enough the man's eyes started twinkling, Shooting him the iconic puppy eyes as Jisung stood up with a sigh.

"One day I will gauge out your eyes."

Jisung threatened to which Seungmin replied.

"Woah woah there are kids around here."

Jisung continued to walk his way to get the water, There was a nearby convenient store. But as he walked closer there was a ring from his phone and to that the man whipped out the device, Quickly turning it on to check the message which popped up.

Jisung's face dropped at the message, it was a message from one of the loan shark, Reminding him about the money..

At this a wave of anxiety rushed through him, He haven't let a single soul know about this situation and if you question why, He didn't knew himself.. Perhaps he was embarassed, Embarassed to stand infront of his friends as someone who was suffering under all these debts. There won't be a single one of them who won't hesitate help him if he says a single word, But he wanted to keep his so called pride.. He wanted to face this alone and get it over with somehow.