Before This All Happened

Porsche

Derek’s point of view

They finally got him to stop bleeding but they said he was in a coma from the blood loss and he may not wake up. When Scott and Scott’s mom came the nurses took the babies to check them, I stood up and told them what is happening, that’s when Stiles dad came running in. I couldn’t tell him his only child was in a coma how could I tell him that, when it all hit me the babies are here, Stiles is in a coma he was bleeding soo much and we haven’t heard anything about the babies are they still getting checked out. I didn’t even notice I was crying till Scott’s mom lifted my head up with her hand and looked at me in the eyes.

“You did everything you could do, you kept him safe, you got him here, he is a live because of you… the doctor told me if you were a min later he would have bleed out” she said wiping her thump under I'm eye and pulled her thump covered in blood. I didn’t know I was covered in blood to the point that it was on my face. I looked down at my hands they were covered, I stood up and looked at myself I was covered from head to toe. I started to panic I ran my hand through my hair outing blood in my hair. I hit the ground with a force that it felt like I broke bones I sat on my feet with my hands on my face crying. I did care about anything the only thing that kept repeating in my head is.

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

                BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

 BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

                BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

Why did this have to happen to me no him, why is this happening to him, why couldn’t it be me, why couldn’t it be fine, why is this happening, I should have taking more care of him.

I LOVE HIM

I love him… I haven’t told him I love him, I didn’t say it. Don’t you dare take him from me, from them, don’t you dare. Wake him up, let him wake up.

In Stiles head

To be completely honest I don’t even remember going to school I was always with Derek he made me forget everything like we were the only ones there, the only ones in the world, like I was the most important thing in the word the only thing in the world that mattered to him.