Raeland sat at the head of the table, a man completely at ease in the lavish, imposing surroundings of his mansion's private dining room. The room itself was a study in excess—deep, rich mahogany walls, gleaming silverware arranged in flawless precision, and soft candlelight flickering across the long table draped in a pristine white cloth. Every detail was perfect, almost too perfect, I couldn't shake the feeling that every piece of cutlery, every delicate porcelain plate, was a barrier erected to keep me out, as if the atmosphere had been meticulously crafted to remind those seated there of the gap between them and the man who owned it all.
He barely touched his food, instead focusing his attention on me. His eyes—those sharp, piercing eyes—seemed to see everything, as if they were cataloging my every movement, my every breath. The silence stretched long between us, thick and unyielding, and I could feel the weight of his gaze as it lingered on me, cold and calculating.
With each moment that passed, I felt the need to break through the wall of formality between us. "I appreciate the dinner," I began, my voice steady but soft, hoping to invite conversation. "It's not every day I get to experience such—"
"Don't thank me for anything," he cut in, his tone flat, dismissive. "We both know this is merely business."
I nodded, swallowing my frustration. "Right. Business." I hesitated, the words swirling in my mind before I decided to take the plunge. "I wasn't supposed to be part of my father's world, you know." The words felt heavy as they left my lips, each one coated in years of pain and resentment. "I was an accident—a mistake. And he never let me forget it."
Raeland's fork paused mid-air, his eyes narrowing slightly, but he remained silent, his expression betraying nothing. I pressed on, hoping to spark a flicker of recognition in his gaze. "My father always treated me like a liability. He made it clear that I was nothing but a burden, never acknowledging me as his legitimate daughter."
A faint shadow crossed Raeland's face, something fleeting in his usually stoic demeanor, but it was gone before I could pinpoint what it was—sympathy, perhaps? Understanding? I pressed my lips together, watching him.
"Growing up under those circumstances was suffocating," I continued, my voice shaking slightly as I opened up. "You must know what it's like, right? Growing up with expectations you never wanted to meet, trying to be someone you're not just to survive."
His fork clattered against the plate as he set it down, the sound echoing in the stillness. Raeland's eyes darkened, and for a moment, I felt the air shift, thickening with tension. "I don't talk about my past," he replied, his voice cold and unyielding. "It's irrelevant."
I felt a sting at his dismissal, a reminder of how hard it was to break through to him. "But it matters to me," I said, unable to hold back my frustration. "We can't pretend that our histories don't shape us. I'm just trying to connect with you."
A flicker of something vulnerable crossed his features, just for an instant, and I was taken aback. It felt like a door had creaked open, a glimpse of the man beneath the ruthless exterior. But before I could reach out, he shut it down, the mask falling back into place.
"Business is all that matters," he said, his tone sharper now, as if to chastise me for pushing too far. The abrupt shift left me reeling, and I realized I'd crossed a line. I had risked vulnerability in an attempt to find common ground, but Raeland was not ready to meet me there.
As the last course of our extravagant meal came to a close, an intense determination surged through my veins, igniting every nerve ending. If I wanted to chip away at the fortress he had built around his heart, I knew I had to take a bold step.
I rose from my chair, the plush velvet seat releasing me with a soft sigh, but I paused for a moment to steady my breath. My heart raced, each beat drumming a mix of emotion within my chest. As I approached Raeland's bedroom door, each footstep echoed in my mind like the relentless ticking of a clock counting down to an uncertain fate. The anticipation thrummed in my veins, a thrilling cocktail of fear and resolve pushing me onward.
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THE PAWN AND THE KING
RomantikLila Valenti never imagined marrying into the ruthless mafia, Raeland Moretti would be anything more than a business deal. But her husband, Raeland, is more than just a dangerous man-he's a mystery wrapped in cold stares and darker secrets. Determin...