I'm Sorry (Mondo x Chihiro)

"Oowada-kun," Chihiro said. "You're so strong! I wish to become like you."

"E-eeehh!?" Mondo stood in disbelief, his face darkening into a red shade.

"You're so strong, Oowada-kun, and I'm so weak and helpless. I want you to help me!" she continued.

Secret is, I'm actually a boy in girl clothing..." Chihiro said softly.

Chihiro's gaze dropped to his feet. He played with his fingers and waited for a response from Mondo. Mondo blinked several times before screeching once again in confusion. He scratched his head and shook his head.

"I converted because... because I felt so weak as a boy. Everyone around me said I should become more manly. And because of that, I only saw one escape: to become a girl! But now I want to change that. I want to train and become stronger like you. You're really great, Mondo-kun..." the smaller of the two explained

Suddenly, a wave of anger washed over Mondo. Memories of his past flooded into his mind and fueled his rage and jealousy. He was jealous of Chihiro! He clenched his fist and yelled, "Are you lying to me!?"

Chihiro quickly shook his head and said, "N-no!" I honestly look up to you!"

Tears gathered at the corners of his eyes and rolled off. Mondo tightly clenched his teeth and balled his fists tighter. His eyes narrowed and his face grew red. As Chihiro turned around to retrieve an object, Mondo grabbed a nearby dumbbell and lifted it up. Turning around, little Chihiro gave a gasp and widened his eyes. He wailed and clasped his hands together.

"Please!" he begged, "Oowada-kun!"

Mondo's adrenaline pumped through his body. Without giving a second thought, he swung and...

BAM!!!

Chihiro collapsed to the ground with a thud. Crimson blood seeped from his head wound. Dead, Chihiro was DEAD!!! Mondo threw the dumbbell to the ground. It thudded. The loud thud brought Mondo back to a normal state. He blinked. Again, his eyelids closed several times. His pupils shrank as he stared at Chihiro's dead body. The blood was everywhere, even in Chihiro's wheat coloured hair. Mondo stared at the dumbbell covered with crimson. His eyes wandered back to Chihiro's corpse. Mondo's mouth gaped open. He brought his hands to his face and collapsed by Chihiro's body. He trembled all over and sobbed horribly.

"What the gently caress did I do!?" Mondo yelled angrily. "What the FUCK is wrong with me!"

His tears slipped through his fingers and trickled onto Chihiro. He pulled the body into his hands and held him tightly.

"I'm sorry!" he choked. "I'm so fucking sorry, Fujisaki-san!"

Mondo sat in that rook for a long while, begging for his dear friend to come back.

Chihiro, he thought, I was so dumb!

He brushed the blood stained hair away from Chihiro's forehead and pressed his lips against it gently.

"I love you..." he said softly. "Please come back!"

His voice echoed the room. Many more tears fell onto the corpse of Chihiro. Mondo screamed and cried but no matter how many times he did, Chihiro never woke up.

Mondo would have to live with that burden, that he killed what could have been.