AGAINST THE LAW

Chapter 12

The second week after Rosé left was in the same condition.... The girls made no attempts to contact, not in person, not even by phone. Actually, Jisoo has no idea where her wife is. To some extent, her pride is slowly killing her in order to call the girl and ask for what she so desires. For her to come back...

Lately, Jisoo has been having insomnia. The girl hardly sleeps, but only dozes, and then, if she is lucky, it is not difficult to guess why... Not to mention the fact that she dreams about Her all the time during these hours of drowsiness. The very moments when she was leaving. What she said, and Jisoo often woke up with tears in her eyes.

To hide the bags under her eyes, the girl spends hours in front of the mirror, carefully covering up the traces of her insomnia and tears.

At a similar pace, the whole week has passed, and the girl feels like she is slowly fading away. And even her best friend is not able to help her....

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-You look like shit.- Lisa states the fact, walking into the room and watching her friend just lying on the bed, wrapped in a blanket.

-I feel like shit.- Jisoo mutters in a hoarse voice. She continues to lie there, staring blindly out the window.

-She didn't call?- Her friend asks quietly, sitting on the edge of the bed.

-No.- Jisoo babbles in a slightly trembling voice. Just thinking about Her makes the tears rush out.

-Did you sleep?- Lisa asks again, stroking the brunette's leg.

-No.- She answers and closes her eyes, wrapping herself more tightly in the blanket. She sniffles.

-Let me get you something.- Lisa says again, getting up.

-No.- Jisoo says.- Stay with me. Please.- Lisa just nods and takes off her shoes and lies down next to her friend.

Jisoo immediately turns over to the other side, laying her head on Lisa's chest. She immediately hugs her. Maybe this will help Jisoo fall asleep....

An hour has passed. Jisoo is breathing evenly, but she is not sleeping... She can't...

-I miss her.- Jisoo whispers in a trembling voice, still lying in her friend's arms.- I miss her so much...- She repeats again and tears come out of her eyes.

-I know.- Lisa only answers, stroking the girl's hair.

-I'm such a fool, Lili.- Jisoo doesn't hold back crying, wrapping her face in the girl's neck.- She tied me to her and then left me. I can't sleep without her, I can't eat properly, I can't do anything without her.- She continues to sniffle, and her friend just listens and strokes her hair.- She said she loves me, you know?

-What did you say?- Lisa asks quietly, continuing to comfort the girl.

-I'm a fool.- She wipes the tears from her eyes.- I'm a fool and I just told her to fuck off. I'm so blind, God.- She's not holding back a sob again.- She was always there for me. Always and no matter what. She knows that I'm afraid to fly on a plane and has always supported me. She was there when my father died.... She took care of me when I was sick. And she doesn't have to at all... - The girl abruptly rises to a sitting position, and continues.- God, she even let me hug her. Everyone hates this stupid habit of mine, but she let me. She only put up with it so that I could sleep.- She continues to squish, and her cheeks are already tingling with tears. She wipes them with the back of her hand.- It's not like that without her. Even if we were fighting.- She shrugs her shoulders.- But it was real. Do you understand? In this whole marriage, our relationship was real. Not those who were in public, but those who were behind the scenes... all this was real... - Lisa just looks at her friend and pats her hand.- I–ruined Us...- She whispers, staring blindly in front of her.- It's all my fault....