A Letter From My Dearest Cheesyfly

The Very First Days

My dear sweet Heart,

You are the rainbow of my life, an angel and my sunshine. But there were even those days when you were just one of my classmates. Do you still remember those days -the days we spent without each other, the days when we didn't know who we were, those gloomy days when my existence had no meaning ? 

The first day of high school...I remember you dressed in white shirt and a Navy blue skirt like all the other girls. But you looked so shy as well as nervous and excited since it was the first day of our high school. Many things were going to change very soon and we were still unknown of it. Your long silky hair was tied in a ponytail. I wondered how beautiful your hair would look when it is untied and how would it feel to play with it.

You looked so lost. I wonder what was in your mind. You seemed ocupied and empty at the same time. When you just steped into the bus, though your eyes were sparkling with the joy and curosity of the adventure of the high school life by the moonlight of the early morning , it was as if there was gloomy dark clouds over you and something dragged you behind from happiness and from living to fullest, from taking risks and enjoying the adventure.

I know that we were different but you can't deny the similarities we had. We were on a different journey and maybe we had different goals. But, it was undeniable that we both were trying to run away from this world and seeking for someone to share the universe we had within us.

I know I was lost too- Lost in my own world that I didn't see you. Too lost in my pain and lonliness that I didn't see what was arround me.

I wish you could see me.
I wish you would hold me tight
and read my mind
and see beyond my smilles
               
      
                                    -Yours cheesyfly