Helping 13- rewriting it

𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻𝚂 𝙳𝙰𝚈

AURORA

Saturday was one of my least favorite days of the week.

Only one word needed to describe it.

Therapy

I couldn't deal with it anymore.

Every week, each Saturday, i had bloody therapy.

Nothing helped there, it didn't help. What was supposed to happen there? Just me getting uncomfortable for an hour straight. No thanks- i'm good. I didn't want to talk about anything, with anyone.

But this Saturday was a bit different.

This Saturday i was with my girls.

The four of us spent the afternoon at Claire's. We watched re-runs of One Tree Hill, gossiped about absolute nonsense and the girls stuffed their faces with junk food.

By seven o'clock i was absolutely done for. I was laying on Claire's bed, my head hanging off the side as i listened to Lizzie list all the reasons she despised Pierce for, i of course had heard those reasons earlier, but i always listened when it came to her, no matter how many times, i'd always listen.

"I don't know what I ever saw in him," she grumbled for the hundredth time. "But whatever it was, it wasn't worth giving him my v-card."

Yep.

I never judged people for that stuff and never will, i just felt that Pierce wasn't supposed to be that person for Lizzie. Which only made me sad.

"Shut the front door!" Claire squealed, jumping up from her perch
on Shannon's  legs to gape at Lizzie. "You had sex with Pierce?"

"You're not a virgin, Lizzie?" Shannon's mouth fell open. "But you're only sixteen."

"Don't look at me all judgy," she grumbled. "Just because you've never seen a dick."

"I haven't," Claire offered, holding her hand up. "Not even the tip."

"Neither have I," Shannon admitted, shaking her head. "I've never even kissed a boy."

I stayed quiet

"That's just sad, Shan," Lizzie retorted.

"What about you Rory?" Shannon turned to me.

"What?" i snapped back to reality.

"Have you ever been with a guy?" Shannon asked. Her big midnight blue eyes looking at me.

Well fuck

That stung like an absolute bitch.

"Of course she has Shan, i mean she was a fucking model" Claire resorted

"Um yeah.. i have" I replied, curling my lips into a thin line

"Are you a virgin?" Shannon looked at me all doe eyes, her eyes filled with questions.

How was i supposed to answer that?

"Uh-.. i am. Yeah i am" i let out a short, awkward chuckle.

"Oh.."

"Don't be a bitch," Claire quipped, "Tell us about it." turning back to Lizzie.

Lizzie shrugged. "What's to tell?"

"When did it happen?" Shannon asked.

"Thursday"

"And you didn't think to tell us?" Claire squeaked. "Oh my god Liz, we were in school with you all day Friday and you never once mentioned anything!"

Lizzie shrugged but didn't respond Claire and Shannon both eye-balled each other before Claire asked, "Where did it happen?"

"In his car."