Shattered Mirror

Diary entry #23

(Contains Twisted Rodger x Twisted Glisten though it's depressing)

[2010, day ?? Of being down here]

I spent my lunch just staring at a protein bar blankly, how long have I eaten? Two days? A week? I don't care.....though Rodger did care about my health and made me eat some food with him, though he didn't eat his meal since apparently Twisted's don't have digestive system or organs in any matter, which had me thinking if my organs would just melt into ichor when I fully turn.

Me and Rodger became....closer if you put it that way, I thought that I would be in the way of Teagan but Rodger and her both said that they weren't really together, she just stayed around as a mother figure for Toodles and gave Rodger a 'grand old time' in the supply closet. I never really knew what that meant or what those noises were when they were having that grand old time but Rodger said "I'll give you it soon enough." (caretakers were never allowed to give the toons a talk about the birds and bees or teach them swear words, they were told to keep them family friendly and innocent as much as possible).

I did get that soon enough....it felt numb....it felt wrong, like I was a child in a biker bar. I've felt empty ever since my hope that someone, someone who wasn't covered head to toe in ichor to find me and bring me up to Garden view, where everyone would bandage me up and give me something hot and fresh rather than just a dusty chocolate bar or protein bar found laying on the floor. Shriveled up and died.

I stayed far away from the elevator door, the memory what happened to me made my hunger pangs worse. I stayed far away from Shrimpo too, I couldn't bear to look at my attacker anymore. Toodles stayed close to me more and more, talking with me, capturing rats so I could dress them up in small clothes, and even helping me get along with the other Twisted's.

I've learned a lot from the Twisted's. First is that Shelly love's doing races with Pebble and her favorite food is apparently dog kibble drizzled in ichor. Another is that strangely enough, Sprout and Cosmo hate each other. Sometimes they would have to be broken up due to a fight.

Rodger noticed my lack of eating again, everyone did. I was now thin and barely ate, they said I'd sometimes hallucinate that everyone wasn't Twisted and would freak out when they left my side. All the chocolate and protein bars became bland after being here for a month, I would honestly be down for some carrots or something that wasn't a bar food item.

Darn it.....that just made me hungrier. What if I just shriveled up and died here? Maybe the hunger will eventually kill me off, or I'll go crazy and turn fully into a mindless killing machine. I don't know....I just don't want to be alone...I'll be taking a nap right now...goodnight I guess...

-Glisten

ALONEALONEALONEALONEALONEALONE

This is just a short preview of what our depressed mirror is doing. Don't worry, our rescue team isn't dead, even though they were in a falling elevator.....this is isn't a chapter but it's canon to the story.