Chapter 12: The Echo of War

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"In the darkest of nights, when shadows creep in and the world crumbles around us, true strength isn't found in resistance but in the quiet decision to stand firm against the storm."

-Lara Volkov

I lie sprawled across my bed, exhausted. The softness of the sheets beneath me feels like it's pulling me down, like they might swallow me whole if I let them. The room is dark, except for the thin strip of moonlight sneaking through the curtains, casting long, eerie shadows on the walls of Volkov Castle. Every creak of this old place sounds louder, sharper in the heavy silence. It's like the building itself is mocking me.

I focus on my breathing, trying to calm down. In, out. In, out. But it's no use. The memory of Viktor's hands gripping me, his mouth crushing mine, won't let go. I can still feel it, like a stain I can't wash off. I hate it-hate him-for forcing this feeling onto me. It's twisted. It makes me angry, but somehow it also... lingers. It's pulling me back to that moment, and I don't want to go there.

How could he do it? How could he be so arrogant, so relentless? It makes my blood boil. How is he still in my head after everything? His lips on mine, his hands on me. I should've slapped him harder, shoved him away, anything to erase the memory of that kiss. But I let it happen. I let him touch me, and now I'm haunted by the damn memory.

And that kiss-it was nothing like I'd ever felt before. His lips, rough and insistent. His hands, possessive, like he was claiming me. He had no right, no reason, but still... it did something to me. It makes me feel torn, like two pieces of myself are at war. I want to throw up at the thought of him, but there's this other part of me-this sick curiosity that I don't understand and don't want to understand.

I sit up in bed, fists clenched. I have to get control of myself. I can't let him get under my skin like this. He doesn't get to win. He can't just storm into my life and expect me to fall apart, to surrender. He has no right to push me into a corner. I won't be his plaything. My brothers, my family-they would never let this happen. And I refuse to give in to this madness.

The thought of Viktor getting the upper hand makes my stomach churn. I won't let him win. I can't. My family needs me strong, and that's exactly what I'm going to be. If Viktor thinks he can break me, he's going to learn just how wrong he is. This is only the beginning, and I'll fight him with everything I have. He won't claim me, no matter how relentless he is.

I push the covers off, my body trembling with anger. I won't let this control me. I need to stay focused. The war between us is far from over, and if he wants to play this game, fine. I'll make the rules. I'll show him that some battles are not worth fighting, especially when they're fought with someone like me.

I stare at the ceiling, feeling cold resolve settle in my bones. Viktor Giovanni will not win. I won't let him. He can keep his sick obsession. He won't break me. He'll never have me.

The night stretches on like a heavy blanket, pressing down on me, yet I refuse to crumble beneath its weight. I have to be strong. This chaos Viktor has unleashed in my life-his dark charm, his relentless pursuit-I will face it head-on. I'll show him where his obsession leads: a perilous path that could very well become his undoing.

But disbelief lingers in the corners of my mind, like a whisper I can't shake off. He stole my first kiss, a moment I had always imagined as soft and sweet, and turned it into something far more complicated-a clash of desire and frustration. The heat of that kiss stirs a storm inside me, leaving me breathless and confused. How dare he invade my world so boldly, carving out a place in my heart I never wanted to give?

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Minutes later, I hear the roar of a car engine outside. My heart jumps. Tires screech on the gravel, and then the loud slam of car doors. Voices-angry, sharp, familiar. My brothers and father are home. I can hear their frustration before I even see them.

I take a deep breath, trying to steady myself. My feet hit the cold marble floor as I walk toward the grand staircase. Every step feels heavy, like the weight of the night is pressing down on me. I reach the front door just as my brothers-Ivan, Maxim, Denis-and my father step inside. Their faces are hard, shadows of fury etched into every line.

Ivan's eyes, usually calm, look wild now-bloodshot and burning with anger. I touch his arm gently, trying to read his expression. "Ivan," I ask, my voice quieter than I intended. "What happened?"

"Nothing is okay, Lara," Ivan spits, his voice rough with anger. He pulls me into a tight hug, squeezing me so hard it almost hurts, like he's trying to shield me from something terrible.

I'm confused. I don't understand why he's acting like this, why he's holding me so tightly. When he finally pulls back, his gaze meets mine, sharp and dangerous. "The capo was bombed," he says, voice low and grim. "Someone planted it, and we lost so many men. Dozens. Hundreds maybe."

My stomach drops. "What?" I whisper, the horror sinking in.

"We're going to kill every Giovanni we can find," Ivan growls, his voice barely controlled. "This is war."

Behind him, Maxim, Denis, and my father march into the castle like men with a mission. There's a tension between them, something dark and deadly, and I feel it growing. Armed men start arriving too-our men. They look like they're ready for battle. It's surreal. Our home-this castle that's been a fortress for so long-now feels like a battlefield waiting for blood.

Maxim locks eyes with me for a second, but there's no warmth in them. Just cold, hard resolve. Father's voice booms out in Russian, sharp and commanding. "Мы должны действовать быстро. Этот акт войны требует ответных мер." (We must act quickly. This act of war demands retaliation.)

Maxim nods, his mouth set in a tight line. "Да, и мы начнем с того, что уничтожим их основных лидеров." (Yes, and we'll start by eliminating their top leaders.)

Denis adds, "Мы покажем им, что они ошиблись, вступив с нами в войну." (We'll show them they made a mistake coming after us.)

I stand there, frozen, as I watch the world unravel. The war that I've only heard about in whispers is now very real, and it's coming for us. Every sound, every movement feels magnified as the weight of it all crashes down on me.

Suddenly, Maxim grabs me by the waist, lifting me off the ground with no effort at all. His expression is hard, and before I can protest, he's carrying me up the stairs. The world blurs as he moves fast, his grip unyielding, his jaw set in stone.

"Maxim!" I shout, struggling against him. "Put me down! I have to help!"

He ignores me. "You're not stepping foot outside this room," he says through gritted teeth. "This is war, Lara. You stay here, where you're safe."

I feel like a child, powerless and frustrated as he kicks the door open and places me inside my room. He locks the windows first, then the door with a click that echoes through the air like a prison cell slamming shut.

"Максим, отпусти меня!" I cry out, pounding on the door. "Я должна помочь!" (Maxim, let me go! I have to help!)

His voice is cold, distant through the door. "Нет, Лара. Это слишком опасно. Ты должна оставаться здесь." (No, Lara. It's too dangerous. You need to stay here.)

I can hear his footsteps fading as he walks away. Tears sting my eyes. I slam my fist against the door in frustration, but it's no use. I'm locked in here. Trapped.

I've never known fear like this. My brothers taught me to be strong, to never back down, to never cower in front of anyone or anything. But now, fear grips me tightly, and I can't shake it off.

I sit on the floor, my back against the door, breathing hard. This castle, with all its grand beauty, feels suffocating now. The luxury around me only makes the situation feel more cruel. I listen to the distant sounds-the muffled voices, the occasional shout-and it feels like I'm miles away from the battle, powerless to help.

I'm scared. For the first time in my life, I'm truly scared. Not for myself, but for my brothers, my father, for everyone fighting out there. I don't know what's going to happen.

I've always been the strong one, always ready to face anything. But right now, I feel helpless. I feel useless. I press my hands to my face, trying to hold back the tears, trying not to let the fear consume me.

But it does. It's everywhere. And I can't escape it.

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