Megumi kissed the nape of her neck, snuggling against her. After their not so quiet round in the library they came to his dorm. Y/N spun around, looking at him.
"I'm sorry." He's said that about fifty times already. Y/N sat up, looking down at him.
"Here I thought you were just the quiet boy next door. That nonchalant guy in the dorm next to mine," Megumi listened and kept his eyes on her. "I hated you, but I knew I liked you. Just because we had sex Megumi, doesn't mean I forgive you for what you did."
Megumi joined her in the seated position and touched her face.
"That's not me, Y/N. Please don't be angry." Silence. Megumi witnessed her eyes get glossy. Megumi wiped her tears and leaned in for a kiss but Y/N turned her head away. Megumi felt guilty.
"Y/N please."
"I can't do this." She whispers. Y/N got out of bed and searched for her clothes, quickly getting dressed as more tears fell from her eyes. Megumi did the same, not wanting her to leave. The first and only thing he threw on was a pair of boxers.
Y/N rushed for the door but he grabbed her hand, pulling her into his hold.
"Y/N please." He begs desperately. "Por favor no hagas esto." Another beg. "Please. Quédato conmigo."
"No." Her accent heavy on the tongue. Y/N shook her head and shoved his chest. "No."
"I know what I did was wrong Y/N just please. I fucking promise you I won't hurt you if you give me a chance with you. I want to be with you."
"I need to think, Megumi." She says through a desperate whisper. Megumi could feel his heart flutter with heavy guilt and displeasure. He didn't want it to be this way at all. He should've never went to that party.
He should've never gotten drunk, should've never kissed people. He wouldn't be in this mess if it wasn't for him and what he allowed himself to do, knowing the consequences of it all. But he allowed a simple rejection send him off the rails.
And now he's here. Still being pushed away from the bratty girl he fell for next door.
"Please let me go." Y/N sniffled and, as much as he didn't want to, he did. Megumi released her. Y/N wiped her eyes and a sob echoed his room as he watched her leave.
Just because they had sex doesn't mean she forgives him. Megumi allowed that statement to run through his mind over and over again. He took a seat at the foot of his bed, still processing everything that happened.
When it sunk in, he crashed out and began breaking things, throwing over his bed and pulling things from his drawers. As he did so, Y/N laid herself in bed, crying her heart out.
She likes Megumi, she really does, but she doesn't want to get distracted by him. She doesn't want him to think she's so easily won over. Sure she had sex with him, she likes him. She loves the way he handles her.
But she doesn't want to be played with. He kissed people, danced on people. Her mother always told her that a drunk person always speaks their mind. And when Megumi is drunk and partying, he's himself.
Fun, loud, obnoxious and bold. She wouldn't allow herself to be with someone like that. No matter how much she likes him. She can't. She simply can't.
Y/N flinched at the thumping sounds and muffled screams on the other side. She clutched her pillow, keeping her eyes closed.
After thirty minutes, Megumi's fit came to a halt. He sat on the edge of his bed huffing a puffing, his knuckles swollen and red now for punching a hole in the wall.
He realized how much he's messed up. How unsafe he's laid out his cards. She's got him this way, so messed up and fixated on her. Megumi shook his head and wiped his eyes. He's frustrated.
"Hello?" Yuji answers. Megumi wiped his eyes again and exhaled a breath. Yuji, who had just gotten out of the shower stopped just before his bed. "Megumi?"
"She hates me." He breathes out.
"What?"
Megumi wiped his eyes again from the tears but it was useless. "I think...I think Y/N hates me."
Itadori pressed his lips together, frowning slightly. "You really like her?"
"Yeah." A breathy response.
"Why'd you let me do it Yuji?" He asks. Itadori took a seat onto his bed and laid down after.
"Megumi, you're an adult, man. I'm not your parents to tell you anything. If you want to have fun because you want to distract yourself from the bad, then have fun. If you like someone and decide that you're going to walk up to her for her number, then do it. It all comes down to you on how you do these things."
The boy is right, and Megumi knows he is. He shouldn't have gone to that party.
"But tell me what happened." Itadori says.
Megumi laid back and cussed. "It's crazy how we're not together but that felt like a breakup. I told her I liked her and that I want to be in a relationship. I thought it was cool but...I think her mind went back on it." He explains.
"Hm...maybe she's overwhelmed by everything. Just give her her space and let her come back. You don't want to bombard her."
"Thank, Yuji."
"Anytime smartass."
Megumi hung up and inhaled sharply. He'll have to make it up to her, no matter how long it takes he wants to be with her.
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Since it's been so long, here you go. I'm just busy with life. The thing I have☠️☠️😭I'm also editing these stories for a prettier aesthetic so be patient
