my wife's secret lover

34

Gguk baby , can you help me with dinner, your father will be home in no time ,
Jungkook's mother called him from the kitchen, breaking the trance of  thoughts of the boy , who was sitting in his garden from past three hours without even realising ,

It's been five years ,
How long hyungie''? I can't, I'm unable to keep pretending that I'm okay, I'm hurt , I want to cry but tears won't come out , my heart burns , it excruciatingly aches , y..you disappeared like you were never a crucial part of my life , you left me like I was no one to you hyung , and you said you loved me , is this love ? You abandoned me , still I am waiting for you to show up ,

Winter have passed, springs have passed too , and in summer you know the whole nature in Busan becomes so greenery and beautiful so optimistic like it will stay forever , our garden get fills with different flowers , and the hopeless romantic view of the sun rising , tempts me so bad , butterflies fly and here and there , and summer reminds me of you hyungie the way you were always so cheerful and bright like summer,

lighting the surroundings like a social butterfly you were , and you lured the youngsters , the memories still are so vivid , the first time when you visited the school, the whole school was just in awe lining up to see you and I was so jealous but at that time but I was oblivious of my feelings , "just like flowers lures the butterflies" hypnotising them with your cosmic beauty ,

and during fall I count falling leaves off the each tree , one by one , maybe not today but maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow you will show up but just like this five years have passed , yet my love for you had never changed, it's like an abundance, and it will never change,

And it's fall again, there's a big three near our house and I can see it through the window, the tree is getting old day by day , like it is dying soon, she has lost her shine and I feel bad for her hyungie, five years ago when I shifted back to Busan , the tree looked pretty, healthy and young , I've admired it , but now I think it won't stay long and will leave me alone in this cruel world alone, but this time  ,
I think I'll die too ,

surviving without you is impossible , you said you will return back to me , yet you broke your promise , do you think it's easy for me ? There's not even a moment when I don't think about you, I'm just surviving because it was your last wish and y..you made a selfish choice without even considering about me , I .. I don't want to be without you tae , please!

Jungkook closed his eyes , he stood up from his place and heading to the kitchen,

Oh baby you are here , she noticed her son's gloominess, and she has been seeing it from past five years , it hurts her so much and they all have tried to make the boy smile but it was all useless, she knows about taehyung, and her bun's love for him , at first it made her angry when she got to know about their relationship, but with time she accepted it , her son's happiness were more precious than her so called ego ,

And she got to know about Rosie too , she only cursed that witch , the mother felt so helpless, she wants to see her child happy and giggly like he was before getting into any relationship, it would've been better is she never let the boy go to Seoul,

Everything started their, her baby was happy when he was with her , now look at him he looked so pitiful, he has gotten skinny, he won't eat, he won't sleep, and she would hear the painful cries of her baby in the midnight, she and her husband they both cried with their son ,

Bunny help me washing this cabbage, I'm going to make some kimchi for you and your dad , the boy just simply nodded his head , dipping his hand in water and rubbing the cabbage leaf thoroughly, ........ And with that they finished washing the cabbage leaf,

The mother prepared spicies and ingredients for the kimchi while Jungkook cooked rice , along with japchae, the sizzling sound resonated the kitchen, as the pot clattered, and the boy continued with his work ,