Woodland Rainbows

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TW/CW: Heavy Swearing - Abusive Family - Self-Harm

Razz was coding her SpaceHey when they heard the news, she was going to a new school.

That was Friday. Now, it was Monday, and they were awoken by a blaring alarm at 5:30 in the morning.

"God- who gets up this early?!" Razz shouted. She heard a loud bang on the wall followed by their brother's voice.

"Shut the fuck up! Some of us are going to bed!"

"Maybe if you actually fucking slept during the night, you wouldn't have to be bothered at 5 in the morning!"

She heard loud footsteps, immediately getting up and locking their door. They placed her chair in front of it, just incase.

She put headphones in their ears, blasting Millionaires. 

They got changed into her outfit, which was a plain black shirt, Invader Zim hoodie, pink and green studded belts, LOTS of kandi and other various accessories, a black tutu, hot pink cheetahprint thigh-highs, knee-high black Converse with dicks and paw toes drawn on them, green leg warmers, a spiky black choker, and a bow.

They waited a few more minutes, before hearing her brother's door slam shut. They ran to the bathroom, which only took a couple seconds as they lived in a trailer, and locked that door as well.

She did their hair, typical scene queen style, and a heavy smoky eye. They heard knocking on the door, and she waited a few seconds.

"Bitch, can you get out?! I'm gonna be late because of you!" It was just their sister.

She ran out of the bathroom, mainly to avoid getting slapped by their sister. They ran into her room and grabbed her laptop.

'so fkin bord............ also startin pub schul td >:( dat meanz no stream tn ;-;' They tweeted, before going to her DMs. She responded to some shit in her groupchat, blocked some people, and closed the site.

They grabbed their bag, shoving some snacks in it. As much as she hated it,  they didn't forget the school books either.

"I'm forgetting something... Meds!" They grabbed her medication, before shrugging.

"I'll take it later. Books, snacks, meds, phone... that's everything."

She walked out the door, not before getting screamed at by their sister, though. "Fucking cunt, making me late for work!"

She rolled their eyes, walking through the trailer park. "Raspberry!!" They heard heard little girls voice yell. It was slightly country, a contrast to their British tone.

She ran up to Razz, hugging her tightly. "Ayup kiddo, how are you?"

"Good!! I got to use your gift!" That wasn't good. See, it was the kid's birthday just a week prior, and Razz got her a tazer. She taught her how to properly use it, when to use it, and who to tell about it.

"Fun.. Hey Abbie, you wanna walk to the bus stop with me?" Razz asked, rubbing the girls back. Abbie responded with a quick nod and started walking.

The two walked for a bit, holding hands. Abbie was a very touchy girl. They reached the bus stop just in time for the bus, and tightly hugged eachother.

Razz got on the bus, waving to Abbie.

"Bye, Raspberry!"

"Bye, Abbie!"

Once on the bus, Razz sat in the far back and shoved themself behind the seat. She put her headphones in, and put their rage playlist on. It was aptly titled, 'OMFG AHHHHH IM GONNA DIEEEEE T~T'. The first song that played was I Hate My Mom by GRLwood.

They opened some random mobile game she had downloaded, and played that until she got to school. When they walked in, she headed straight to the office.

"Hello, please take a seat. May I get your name?" An older women was sitting at the desk, holding a clipboard.

"Razz. Deadname's Skylar. Can I just get my schedule and go?" They picked at their nails.

The woman asked a few more questions, before the principal walked in. "Ah, hello. How are you doing today?" He sat down next to her, earning a glare.

She grumbled a quick 'fine' before moving a seat over. 

Call it paranoia or whatever, but they were scared of men. Really scared. She grew up being told that men only wanted sex and money. And they'll do anything to get it. Was that true for all men? Well, no, and they knew that. But it was a subconscious thing.

He grimaced slightly, before smiling again. "Your therapist asked us to ask you certain questions. Is that okay?"

"If I say no, will you still ask me?" 

He laughed a little, before asking her anyway. "How are your hallucinations? Still going away?"

"Yeah." Lie.

"Are you taking your medication?"

"Every day." Another lie.

"Can I see you wrists?"

They pulled some kandi off their wrist, showing only old and dulled scars.

"What about your thighs?"

She froze. "No."

"Why not?"

They growled at him. "Becuase if you try, you'll get a kick to the jaw."

She stood up, pulling her tutu down further to hide their thighs. There were new scars there, I mean, it was scary. And she was nervous. They started walking out, before a nurse walked in and grabbed her.

That resulted in kicking, screaming, biting, and a LOT of punching. Eventually, she got outside the office. They don't remember how, blacking out and all that.

After screaming many profanities and biting the nurse, they were approached by a girl. A pretty girl.

"Oooh, you're a teacher's pet! Pussy ass bitch." She laughed at her.

The girl narrowed her eyes, before snapping back at Razz. "I'm only doing this for extra credit, and at least I know how to act."

The principal explained how the girl, Millie, would be touring her.

After a while, Razz agreed, clearly getting no where with the retaliation. They walked around the school, Millie only occasionally explaining what rooms were what.

They heard her mumbling something, asking her what she was saying. That earned a glare and short response. "It's a song my friend showed me. It's called Bones."

Natewantstobattle, Razz was familiar. She nodded before walking away from Millie.

"Hey- where are you going?!" Razz smirked at her and stuck her tongue out. She started running.

"That was just childish!" Razz knew it was, but that didn't stop Millie from running after them anyway.

Eventually, they ended up under the bleachers in the Football field. Razz was sitting down, panting, and Millie was standing up with her arms crossed.

"You're costing me extra credit." Razz laughed and looked up at the girl. "So?"

This caused Millie to groan and start walking away.

Razz hoped she'd be seeing alot more of her.

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New update! This was just the same as the last chapter, but from Razz's point of view. Also, I would suggest dropping this story if you're not comfortable with reading heavy angst. That will be a MAJOR thing in this.

Have a good morning/afternoon/night! Stay safe and healthy! <3

Edited ~ 1,120 Words

- Pika / D4LLYYY

( PICTURE ABOVE IS BY: @mal0neybal0ney ON PINTEREST. )