Alone Again (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter three

I went home and made myself dinner, my house is quiet.. Like always. When I'm alone it makes me think of him more and more.

Flashback: When we were in grade eight it was our last year at the elementary school and we had a dance, for only the grade eights. Nobody asked me to be there date and I was really upset, but then Niall asked me and I of course said yes! I wore a darkish light green dress with some black flats, I curled my hair and put natural makeup on. When Niall came and picked me up for the dance he gave me a heart necklace with an N in the middle. I loved it. I asked him to put it on me and he did. I turned around, kissed him on the cheek and thanked him. My mom came with the camera and took a bunch of pictures, is hugging, him picking me up bridal style, him on my back, me kissing his cheek, him kissing my cheek, his arm around my waste, and us smiling in all of them and also a couple funny pictures. At the dance Niall and I didn't really dance but when we decided too a slow song came on. It's like it was planned. He pulled me close and put his arms around my waist and I put mine around his neck. I rested my head on his shoulder and was smiling like crazy. That's the night that I realized, I fell in love with my best friend.

End of flashback.

I didn't realize tears were streaming down my face until my teardrops got into my food. I laughed bitterly. I shouldn't still be crying over him, but I can't help myself. I've loved him for so long. When he left it felt like a piece of me left with him and my heart shattered into a million little pieces. The worst part about it is that he probably never even thinks of me. If he seen me he would not take a second glance. I'm nothing special. My brown blonde hair that goes a little lower then the middle of my back, my sharp green eyes, and my fair skin. Nothing special there.

I got up from the table without eating my dinner and got ready for bed. I have school tomorrow, great (sarcasm). At least it's my last year then I'm done until collage. I've always wanted to be a photographer or someone in the music business but I'm not sure yet what I should be.

I had a quick shower so I wouldn't have to in the morning. Then I brushed my teeth, combed my hair, put on my pajama shorts with a baggy shirt and climbed into bed.

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Authors note-

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