Shes not afraid

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Chapter 5 (Rylan P.O.V)

I walked into the bathroom blushing like crazy. Liam had just seen me without a shirt on. I hope he hadn't seen my hips to that would be awkward.... When he was talking to me i noticed that he had an erection. I was a little bit happy to know that i had caused it but i was also scared of the fact that i had. It felt a connection to Liam but that didnt mean i wasnt weary of him. After all he was a boy i had just met today. Standing in front of the mirror i noticed that i looked like shit. My bright purple hair stood in all directions and under my ice blue eyes was black from lack of sleep. How Liam had managed to get a boner over me when i looked like this was a complete mystery to me. Deciding that i would try and get back to sleep i walked the short distance from the bathroom to the room Niall had showed me to earlier. Remembering my phone in my backpack i grabbed my bag off of the desk in the corner of the room. I began pulling the entire contents of the bag out until i found me phone. Which happened to be sitting at the very bottom. While i waited for it to turn back on i shoved everything back into the bag. Hearing the whistleing from my phone indicating i had messages i picked it up from the pillow to see i had 6 new messages. All from Ronnie.

'Look i know your pissed at me right now but at least let me know where your going to stay tonight Xx'

I quickly skimmed through the other texts which were all basically asking me if i was ohkay and begging me to call him. Being the bitch i am i decided not to text him back tonight. Looking over at the time i realized there was no point in trying to sleep now as it was 5 am. Instead i let my mind wander to the kiss i had shared with Liam earlier. The way his lips felt against mine. How soft they were. I had known as soon as i had pulled away that his lips were my new addiction. It was amazing to think that after everything that had happened in the past i still had it in me to let this boy kiss me. And i had kissed him back. After what the last boy i had trusted had done i had believed i would never allow someone to touch me again. And in all honesty this boy was the first person touch me in 3 years. And it was all for a dare. Like they say old habits die hard.

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I know its short but honestly im to tired to write anymore. I hope you liked it anyway Xx