Black Heart's || J.JK

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Jungkook looked at her sleeping figure as the doctor, just a few hours, told him that Y/N was out of danger and it was the moment he felt the whole weight lifting from his shoulders.

The last time he felt that weight was years ago before he left to go America but that time it couldn't lift. He just got used to live with the weight over his shoulders, reminding him of his regrets and
mistakes.

"Stupid girl." He whispered so she couldn't hear him even though he knew she was under the influence of the medicines.

His gaze went over her hand that was wrapped with bandage and a frown settled on his forehead. His hand held her fingers in them as he gently brushed his thumb over them like it would break her.

Not wanting to leave her side, he just sat there as he time to time gazed at her. It felt hours to him when only a few minutes had passed. Looking over to the window, he could see the light.

It was almost morning. The movement in his hand broke his trance as he quickly turned his head to her and noticed her waking up.

The feeling of relief and nervousness took over his heart as he saw her opening her eyes and closing them when the light felt too bright for her. Her fingers gently circled around his thumb as a little squeeze made him looked down at their hands.

He enveloped her hand and looked up at her, waiting for her to open her eyes. "Little Rose." He gently spoke as he remembered her words before she went unconscious in his arms.

Jungkook watched her opening her eyes as she blinked and her gaze sat on his face. Y/N's lips tugged upward into a weak smile as she looked at him through her big eyes that made his heart beat faster for the first time because he was not nervous but excited to see her looking at him.

"Hi." Her voice came out weak and he sighed. The worry swirled in his eyes as he moved his hand and brushed her hair away from her face, moving his hand down and caressing her cheek.

"Hi, Little Rose." He greeted back and a small smile spread on his lips. He stared into her brown eyes as she looked at him, but still he could feel the intensity of her stare.

"Never... Never stop calling me that." The first sentence she spoke after waking up and he heard it, it was not hard because she wanted him so.

"The stunt you pulled was not a joke. You shouldn't have done that... It was just- Fuck." He clenched his jaw as he glared at her. Now that she was awake, the anger he felt surfaced back. "I will call the doctor." He looked at her and was about to stood up.

"Stay... Stay with me."

The exact words she said to her before she hurt herself. He just couldn't understand her and the frustration he felt was too much. Everytime she would do something that would make him feel completely that he didn't know her.

"I am here. But you are not." He said and she frowned at his words.

"What do you mean?" Y/N asked and he shaked his head, not wanting her to talk and waste her energy. She needed to get healthy.

"Rest, Little Rose." He said just when his phone rang. He looked at the phone and saw his dad calling him before receiving it. "Hello dad... I'm okay. I'm outside with..." He paused as he looked at her and saw her staring at him.

There was no emotion on her face but her eyes... Her eyes were sad and he felt surprised because he saw her like this for the first time. She turned her gaze away and looked at ceiling and at that moment, he wanted to make her happy and keep her safe. He felt protective.

"I'm with her." His words made her looked at him and the surprise on her face told that she didn't expect him to confess to his dad that he was her.

A feeling of relief washed over him as he for the first time didn't feel scared of admitting anything about her and that too from his father. He just continued to stare at her and she didn't move her gaze away from her.