The Journey Of Aizen

part 1

Hey just you know I was a little kid when this happen.

One day in a living peace town I was a child that always play, doing nothing, and eat, like nothing was happening and do not care about anything.

It was back then when I was just a little bit wondering where do my life ends.

In such a young age I was awaken by the truth, I know what am I doing but still I couldn't control everyone's mind yeah, I know it's kind of funny but I have my expectations as high as the bird fly.

I was a child in a moment that I only think of my self, wondering if I ever want to grow up, by seeing my parents suffer just to feed us, ohhh I totally forgot I have a twin brother, so I think of me growing up and having a situation like them.

I think clearly what should I do to help them I try to talk to them but they were busy my father was in the forest collecting wood to have a fire and sell them, where not rich at that moment but I'm used to be a poor boy, special when someone bully me.

It was a long day before I knew that we are the reasons my parents were suffering.

Until that day I was able to think that I was not enough to be what I want to be, and I was not enough to help my parents.

But then suddenly a miracle just happen, I shouldn't say it's a miracle cause it's just my grandfather win the lottery.

I was excited for that because we have a lot of money that day, and have the courage to spend something and build a new house so we cannot be living in an old house.

In that moment I was jumping with happiness, yeah like that I was so happy that we make it out in suffering.

And the later that day I notice that we are going on a vacation to see each other, all of my family, I didn't know where we are going but I just followed there decision cause I know I don't have the power to make the decision.

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The day has come we go to the port and we arrived in an another port, I was so amaze cause it's my first time to ride a big boat/ship, but then we got to ride a van to go to our destination.

But when we arrived it's night already, I couldn't tell you everything because I was asleep when where on the way to panggasinan.

That day was so exhausting, I just sleep it with the night even if I sleep already.

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It's the day already, I was to shy to go outside cause I don't know the place and I don't know someone there except for my cousin, I was able to communicate with my cousin.

I look outside and I see a lot of kids playing, surely it was boring inside cause everyone was outside, and I couldn't stand it so I just go outside and watch them.

As I was watching them I notice a girl that has a cute face and kind, for the first time I was able to see a girl like that, not what you think I didn't like her.

But then the game ends and I was ended up on being alone again and suddenly this girl has talk to me, she was able to drag me around and show me everything, I didn't notice that I was falling for her.

And after we go around she drag me in the back of there house, I ask her what are we doing here, and she confess that she likes me, and suddenly kiss me, it was my first time but I just couldn't say a thing, until I confess that I like her too, and I kiss her with my eyes close,that was the first time I kiss a girl, we made a promise that we will not forget each other till the end and till we meet up.

It was nice to know her but I found my self having a hard time to think if we go separate ways what would happen to us?.

Until then we always go outside buy some barbecue, it's my call cause I was a boy, but then we always go to other places that we like, but the favorite spot was the nature, are eyes meet and suddenly hug each other then we kiss, I couldn't say a thing cause I'm not used to it, so I just let it flow.

But then my parents told me that we are going home, and I'm gonna leave, so I just spend the rest of the day talking to her, I couldn't say it to her, cause I know that she will be upset and sad, so I keep it a secret and left in the morning.