THEODORES POV
we sat there in silence, both of us smoking a cigarette until mattheo finally broke it.
˝you stole my cigg˝ is this really the first thing that he is going to say. ˝i will give it back when i buy new ones˝ i was expecting for him to just be okay with it like he usually is but this time he just laughed. ˝no you wont˝
˝what do you mean? of course i will˝
˝no you wont. you never do but its okay˝
now that i think about it i never really do return them. i always say i will and then never don't. and even when we he doesn't have them and i offer him one he always says no.
˝hey man why do you never accept when i offer you one?˝ i said to him curious but then again he just chuckled a little.
˝because we both know that you need them more then i do˝
we both bursted out laughing. i thought that our relationship will be ruined after everything but i actually wasn't.
after a few seconds of silence i thought that this is the right time to talk him about everything ˝im sorry for kissing your sister. you were right, i should have moved away˝
˝and im sorry for beating you up. i shouldnt have over reacted like that˝
˝its okay but dont think that it counts as 'you beat me up' more like just punched me˝
˝man havent you seen yourself?˝ he said between laughters
˝no not really˝ there is no way that i look that bad? do i?
˝how did you clean yourself up if you didn't look in the mirror?˝ he asked confused.
i didnt want to answer that question even though i know that he will find out eventually...
˝i... Lizzie helped me˝ i looked at the floor not wanting to make eye contact with him while he stared at me. he then stayed silent and just looked away.
˝matt come on. say something˝ i began to get nervous by his 'no response' but he continue staying silent.
˝look i know that she is your sister and that she should be off limits for obvious reasons but matt please˝ i dont want to ruin my and mattheos friendship but i also cant just ignore my feelings for Lizzie.
˝do you love her?˝ i stayed silent after he asked that. ˝theo. its a simple yes or no question. now im going to ask you one last time. do you love her?˝ his tone turned harsh and serious. is it weird that im sometimes scared of my best friend.
˝yes˝ i blurted out of my mouth.
there was a pause. it was a complete silence and i hated that.
˝you better do˝ he added coldly without looking at me.
˝what do you mean?˝ what the fuck was that supposed to mean
˝she loves you. very much. so you better not hurt her˝
˝i would never˝
˝she came to my room earlier. after the incident˝ my eyes widden.
˝she told me how she feels about you. how she loved you for the past year and how she bottled all of her feelings last year because she was scared.˝ i had so many question. why didnt she told me earlier? she did she hid her feeling? why was she scared to tell me how she really felt? i couldnt say anything. i was frozen?
˝she has this problem... where she cares too much for people and thats when she would do anything just so they wont leave. so you better not abuse that˝
˝i love her too much matt, just please i dont want to ruin our friendship ˝
˝im happy for you man so just dont hurt her and we will be good˝ he patted my back and went inside. i didnt even realise that i have a big smile on my face.
damn.
i really do love her.
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WALLFLOWER - Theodore Nott
Fanfiction"it's hard to turn the page when you know that someone won't be in the next chapter" "life is like a game of chess. except i don't know how to play chess" "we accept the love we think we deserve"
