return of trauma ...

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Siya pov
As I handed tray full of small bowls filled with kheer to the maid ......one bowl was in separate tray as it was for raja sa

I gave first to maa sa mother of raja sa she smiled back affectionately I smiles back to then I served everyone except raja sa as he was still in his....I mean our room

"Kheer toh ghanni chokhi banayi hai taane " maa sa said
[u actually made tasty kheer ]

"Sahi kaha inke hatho  me toh Annapurna hai " baba sa said
[ Annapurna = goddess of food]

"Ji shukriya rajmata " I said in low voice

"Ja ek katori kheer thare bind ko bhi deke aa " maa sa said
[Go give one bowl to ur husband to ]
..I simply nodded

I took that separate tray and moved upstairs ......
As I walk in I saw him sitting on his chair while doing some work on tab I knocked on door and he gestured me to come in

I walked timidly and sat on bed beside his chair
"Ye aapki kheer" I said in low tone
He glanced up from his tab and nodded like he already know
He took the bowl and take a bite

"It's actually good , Rani sa" he said with slight cold tone but some gentleness in it
I nodded
He set the bowl on side table giving his full attention to me . His gaze is something that I can't handle his blue orbs the perfect jawline..ugh offo siya tum bhi na ye sab kya soch rahi ho ye Bure insann hai

As I was about to leave he stopped me
"Rani sa hum aapse sawal karenge aur hume umid hai aap jhuth nahi bolengi" he said
[Queen I will ask u some questions and I hope you'll answer truly]

I nodded

"Baith jaye " he said
I sat
"Siya kal raat aapke ......" he paused like finding correct words
"Aapko chot kese lagi hui thi ? Aur jhuth Matt bolna hume samajh aajayega " he again paused and here I am tensed how will I tell
"They were welts " he said

How he can ask me this when he was on bed where I was sitting half nak......
This thought made shiver run down my spine but I tried to remain calm

"I just fall nothing else " I said as I  lied I don't like lying but I hate him why would I should tell him yes correct I shouldn't tell him

"Hume jhuth se nafrat hai Rani sa ,hum firse puch rahe hai ye zakhm hue kaise"
He said this time the gentleness in his tone was fade Slightly
( I hate lies I am asking u again)

"Vo...vo...vo...hum sacchi gir gayi the " I said this time I stammered

His jaw clenched Slightly...........
"Dekhiye aap Rani sa hai ,aur humara ye Jaana jaruri hai ki ye sab hua kese kiski itni himmat thi ki aapko hath lagaye " he said now his tone was not gentle it was cold authority
(See u are queen and it's important that I should know who was that)

I got scared Slightly but tried to remain calm

"Aap galat soch rahe hai , hum....sacchi gir.." as I saw his angry face my throat dried and words died in my throat

"Mrs siya I am asking u last time , tell me the truth" he said
"Hu..hum...vo..v...vo...." I stammered so badly
He was looking hell angry now I am scared if will he also ...beat me like my dad did will he also hit me in anger and here I got so so so so so scared tears started welled up in my eyes.....

Before I could answer him he stormed out of room in anger and this made me cry more....till now I was crying I closed my door and sat on floor crying hugging myself

Author pov
Siya was crying till now it's been passed an hour and suddenly light went off that made her scare to the death she gets up immediately trying to open the Door but it was.....locked

She started banging on door loudly while her sobs grew more making her hiccup in crying she was sobbing mess right now

Her face was holding some type of scare some type of fear anxiety suffocation like she was suffocating
She was banging loudly but as everyone was downstairs no one heard her

Siya pov
"Koi daewaaza kholo hume darr lag raha hai pleazeeeeee" I said sobbing shouting

Flashbacks started running in my mind

Authors pov
As flashbacks started running in her mind she was trying not to
But.......

Flashback in siya mind blurry memories something haunting
An young girl was sitting on mat studying something suddenly someone came ..................(blurred memory)
"Hume chod dijiye please please please ....."the young girl was begging on her knees
"Baba saaa......

Abhijeet pov
As I stormed out of room it made me angry that she was lying constantly but I didn't wanted to make her scared that why I camed out it's almost 4 hours to this now I think I should go back

I walked toward my room as I neared I saw that there was dark and door was closed

I knock on door.....no response
I again knocked ....no response
"Rani sa are u in there " I asked gently ....still no response .
I kept knocking but was no response so I pushed door hard it was not opening maybe its locked

This time I pushed it with more force and surprisingly it opened but as soon as I saw something that makes me shocked .....siya was laying unconscious on floor her face was covered with tears she was sweating badly her body was trembling and her was was scrunched in fear ...................














How was chapter?
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.what's siya's trauma ?
Nah it's definitely not what u are thinking it's related but not what u all are thinking ....
Ik what u all are thinking

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