Why me? 🖤Woosan🖤

7.

Wooyoung pov

A few days went by and I'd been thinking about what fun to do with San.

I still couldn't believe he actually liked me and that he'd cleared his schedule just to spend time with me.

So It couldn't be in a crowded place. And I told him we'd do something fun so a movie night would be boring. I'd love to have a cozy movie date, was this a date? Anyway I wanted to go do something he usually couldn't do because of who he was.
And I couldn't ask my friends. I wasn't ready to tell them yet. I knew I should but I also knew that it would change things. And I hadn't talked to San about it.

Next day at school as a sat in English class I turned to my seat mate.
"Hey, can I ask you something"
"Of course, do you need help" she leaned over to my desk to look at my notes.
"No I don't need help with that" She looked up at me confused.
We weren't actually that close for me to talk with her about anything not related to school so it felt kind of weird. But she was nice and to ask someone who didn't know me that well felt more safe.
"Well.. like, so If you were going on a date..."
"You have a date!" She was way too loud
"Calm down. I hushed her "But say you were going on one. What would you want to do, to have a fun time?"
"Let me think" she tapped her finger on her chin "Maybe a movie"
"No something more active. Some place not too crowded though"
"Shopping is fun"
"To crowded" I said
"Karaoke?" Or what about...

••~~••~~••~~••
Sunday

"Hey wanna play pool tonight?"

"We'll hello to you too Wooyoung"

"So do you want to"

"I'm not sure Woo" he sounded hesitant and I understood his worries

"Well if you're worried about people recognize you I've fixed that. That place I went to with Minho is closed on Sundays so I pulled some strings and we have the place all to ourselves"

"Oh wow! You did that. I'm in"

I could almost hear him smile

"So are you free now? They have a few gaming stations too"

"I have a few things to do but later tonight"

"Ok, I'll send you the address. I'll buy some food and beer's is that alright with you?"

"Sounds great Woo"

Yay! This is going to be so much fun, see you later.

San pov

Wooyoung had thought of everything and it made me smile like a fool. To have the whole place to ourselves made me feel both happy and nervous.

I hurried to the dance studio to work on this one routine I needed to perfect before I went to my room to shower and get dressed. I thought of an excuse to tell my fellow members and they seemed to buy it.
I put on a black knitted shirt, some black pants and my black boots and it felt casual enough to go play som games.

Here's just because he's hot as F**k

On my way out I ran into Mingi, oh great
"Looking good man"
"Yea thanks. Need to go now" I ran past him before he could say anything else.
I put on a black beenie and a face mask before leaving the building. I had to take the buss so I needed to lay low.
When I got to the place I called Woo to tell him I was outside. He came opening the door with a smile on his face. We walked down some stairs into a big room with what I counted to six pool tables and some gaming machines. The walls were covered in graffiti and there were neon signs in different colors.
"Do you wanna play first or eat?" He asked
"Eat" I said feeling my stomach grumbling, when I thought about it I hadn't eaten since breakfast.
He had bought a lot of different foods and drinks to last us all night.
"Woo, thank you for this" I said feeling all sorts of emotions.
"I wanted to see you and I know how hard it is for you to get out and do stuff like this" he said.
His smile was so bright and I couldn't take my eyes off of him.
"Thank you"
"Stop thanking me and let's play some pool"
He dragged me to one of the tables using the triangle to rack up the pool balls. He had played a lot before I could tell.
I was losing most of the games but Wooyoung was happy so that made me happy. He was actually a pretty bad winner smirking at me teasing me every time a missed a pocket. Sarcastically wishing me good luck at the next game. We laughed and the soju and beer was making everything more relaxant and funny.

This was one of the best nights I've had for a while. We talked and laughed a lot and the more I got to know him the more I felt that I probably were in love with him. I fell fast and I fell hard.

When we left the Gaming Hall he took the initiative to hold my hand, our hands fitting perfectly together as we intertwined our fingers.

We walked together to the train station and my whole body felt warm and the butterflies in my stomach wouldn't calm down.
"Thank you" I said looking at him with a thankful smile.
"What did I say about that, stop thanking me"
We stayed there talking for a while more, trains coming and going none of us wanting to leave. Before we parted ways I gave him a hug, he hugged me back his arms grabbing the back of my shirt. It was nothing like the hug we last shared.

This night was perfect.

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Wooyoung pov

My god did my heart flutter!
Our date, as I assumed it was, had gone better than I expected. I had been brave enough to hold his hand at the end of the night and that hug.
I really needed to talk to someone.

"Mom are you home?" I yelled as I walked through the door.
"Is that you honey" I heard from the kitchen. I walked in seeing her do the dishes.
"Hi there" she said kissing me on the cheek as I walked up to stand beside her . I grabbed the towel and started drying the dishes before I put them back in the cupboards.
"What brings you here?
"Can't I just visit my lovely mother".
She smiled knowingly "What do you want?"
"What do you mean what do I want" I said putting my hand on my chest playing hurt.
"Do you need money?
Now I felt offended "Mom"
She turned to me "Then what?"
"Maybe I met someone" I said. I couldn't look her in the eyes.
"Oh! Who is she?" He asked curiously
"Actually it's a boy"
"Oh!"
"My god can you stop saying Oh! to everything and help me out, I need advice"
She turned the water off and motioned me to sit down at the table.
"So who is he? Is it someone I know?"

I was bouncing my leg nervously under the table.
"Honey, I don't care if it's a boy if that's what you're worried about. I know you and it doesn't matter. We've had this talk before" she smild at me. We had had that conversation before when we had watched a movie together and two boys fell in love. I was only 13 and I had told her that maybe I would fall in love with a boy too someday. She had just smiled at me and told me it wouldn't matter who I fell in love with as long as I was happy.
My eyes got teary at the words and I finally dared to look up at her. "I love you"
"I love you too sweetheart. So who is he?"
"If I told you it's someone you knew off"
"Ok, so no one I know. Come on just tell me!"
I cleared my throat turning in the chair
"You know Ateez. Or specifically San from Ateez"
"Get out!! You mean you've met San!" My mom got all excited "Tell me everything"
I laughed at her feeling better
"Let me bring some snacks and we can move to the couch.
I told her everything and I felt so relieved to finally be able to talk about it.

I ended up spending the night and it felt just like old times when we would be curled up on the couch talking or watching movies. I missed this.