September 30th, 2023

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Dear Diary, 

Today was such a mix of emotions—exciting, stressful, and a little bittersweet all rolled into one. It's late September now, and the air has finally taken on that crisp autumn feel. The leaves are slowly changing color, and I can't help but feel like the world is transforming right along with them. But as beautiful as it is, I still find myself wrestling with my own emotions. The school day began like any other, although the buzzing anticipation about the upcoming art showcase hung in the air like the scent of fresh paint. Despite my excitement, the whispers about last year's festival incident still echo in my mind—reliving that cringe-worthy moment again and again. I've tried to shake it off, but it's challenging when you feel like everyone is watching and waiting for another misstep. Lunchtime was particularly tough today. I sat with my usual crowd, my gaze occasionally drifting toward Liam across the cafeteria. There he was, laughing with his friends, his smile lighting up the room. I found myself smiling too, though I quickly turned my eyes back to my food, feeling caught in the moment but not quite brave enough to approach him. Every time I looked at him, I felt a flutter in my stomach, and it left me confused. Nothing serious, but there was definitely something nice about how his laughter seemed to weave through the noise around us. After classes, I lingered to work on my pieces for the showcase. I wanted everything to be perfect. The stress of it all made my hands tremble slightly. Just then, Liam walked in. "Hey! You're here late!" he called out, his voice full of warmth. The sight of him lifted my spirits, even if just a little bit. He leaned in closer, inspecting my artwork with genuine interest. When he pointed out the details in my paintings, I could feel my cheeks warming up. It's silly—just a compliment—but it meant so much. As we chatted, I couldn't help but let my gaze drop to his lips for a moment, intrigued by how expressive they were, especially when he smiled. I quickly shook myself back to focus. I didn't want to read too much into it. We were friends, and I cherished that bond. Still, I felt a flicker of warmth in my chest that I didn't quite know how to explain. We started discussing our plans for the showcase, and he seemed genuinely excited for both of us. "You're going to knock everyone's socks off," he said, enthusiasm pouring from his words. There was something so contagious about his energy; it made me feel like maybe I really could shine tomorrow. After he left, I took some time to reflect on what he said. I needed to channel that positivity into my art. I opened my sketchbook and poured every anxious thought into my drawings, ensuring I captured the essence of my feelings for the showcase. Art has always been my escape, and tonight, I needed it more than ever. Looking out my window now, the cool breeze carrying the scent of autumn leaves, I realize how much this art showcase means to me. It's not just about showing my work; it's about proving to myself that I'm more than my mistakes. Tomorrow will be a moment to express who I am, not just as the girl who stumbled but as an artist who stands tall. Here's hoping for courage and creativity as tomorrow unfolds. -Aria Sinclaire

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