Why me? 🥰Woosan🔞

9. 🔞

San called me and told me we could meet up, he had told everyone he felt sick when they were having an all night practice and no one suspected a thing, just told him to rest.

I dropped all my plans cause I knew he was leaving soon and I wanted to be with him as much as I could.
He had asked me if I wanted to come to the hotel for a movie night and I was not going to say no to that.

When I walked in to the hotel that night I was nervous. It felt like everyone was staring at me so I kept my head down and walked to the elevators. The face mask and my cap was hiding most of my face but it felt like everyone could see right through it. Like they knew what I was doing there. But I was nervous for a lot of reasons.
This was the first time we would be alone, not at a cafe or at the park. It was going to be just me and him.

When I was standing in front of the door to room 1755 my heart was pounding so hard it felt like it was going to burst out of my chest.
We're just watching a movie, get it together.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
San opened quickly with a smile.

How can someone be so handsome

I gave him a shy smile as he invited me in, I walked past him in to the room.
"I'm sorry it's a bit messy, I've been packing"
I looked around and could see his suitcase on the floor, it was opened and all his clothes were in a pile.
"It must be hard to move around so much" I said.
"Yea we usually live at the dorms but before every tour we get some time for ourselves"
I couldn't relate, I had been living in the same neighborhood, in the same house my entire life.
It felt sad to not have a place to call your own.

We stopped in the middle of the room facing each other.
I nervously walked closer to him. I could see he was nervous too but he didn't move. My heart was racing and I could see him take a deep breath.
We didn't say anything, we didn't have to.
We just looked at each other his gaze falling on my lips.

We both knew that there wasn't going to be a movie.

I reached up and placed my hands on his chest, I could feel his heart beating fast.
I could hear him inhale and take a deep breath. He closed his eyes.
"What are you doing to me Wooyoung? My heart is beating so fast I can hardly breathe"
I took his hand and placed it over my heart.

Fuck this

I pulled him in our lips smashing together.
My hands found their way around his neck and I weaved my fingers into his hair, pulling him closer.
His arms came around my waist and he pulled me in tighter.
As the minutes passed the kiss became softer and we slowly moved our lips together letting our feelings pour in to the kiss.
I felt his tongue on my bottom lip and I open my mouth to let him in. Our tongues dance together as we explore each other. We stoped for a second, our breaths hot against each other.
"Do you want to continue this in bed?" he asked.
I leaned my forehead against his and nodded. "Yes" I breathed out.

He patted me on the back of my thighs "Jump".
With my legs around his waist and arms around his neck he walked over to the bed. He placed a hand behind my head and gently put me down on the bed going down with me. With his arms on either side of my head he looked me deep in the eyes and let out a deep sigh
"You're so beautiful."
I blushed and gave him a shy smile.
"And you're so hot" I said biting my lower lip.
He sighed again and leaned down to kiss my forehead, then my nose and finally my lips.
It didn't take long for the kiss to become more intense, breaths heavy and tongues tangled. I shudder when I felt his hand move under my shirt "Sorry" he said against my lips.
"Your hands are cold" I smiled but put my hand on top of his to move it higher up under my shirt. I could feel him smirk.
I moved my hands up his arms to his chest unbuttoning his shirt. With every button I could see his muscular chest. My hands moved over his torso, his abs.