Han jisung pov

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yawn when I woke up I looked around and saw that it was an office. I stood up and had to stretch so that my muscles could expand a little. I scratched my back because my back was itching. WAIT? I remember! oh shit!? oh shit that was hot.

I looked at myself and saw that I was wearing a skirt. but didn't I strip in front of Mr. Lee? he must have put it on for me. Never mind now! I went looking for the food that Felix had brought with him. oh wow how delicious! mmm I ate everything in one bite because I was so hungry. I picked up my phone and looked at the clock.

7 o'clock in the evening. oh shit I slept for a long time. The door opened and I saw Mr. Lee sweaty in his suit, shit he looked good!? but why was he sweating so much?  his hair was wet, his shirt was unbuttoned and you could see a little of his chest. it all seemed so strange to me.
but why do I feel this guilty feeling of jealousy? I mean, we're not together or anything and he can go with whoever he wants, but why do I feel like this?

"oh, Han, are you awake already?" his voice sounded a little shocked but shortly afterwards I saw the coldness in his eyes again. "yes, I think I've slept enough, thank you, Mr Lee."

I bowed slightly and looked up again but not into his eyes. he nodded his head and shortly afterwards I landed on the table. "You're driving me crazy, baby, so crazy that I would fuck you so hard that you'd forget your name," he whispered in my ear and bit it lightly, which gave me goosebumps. shit, he's always so hot ahh. but I have to pull myself together now! "M-Mr Lee F-Felix needs m-me."

oh man, now I'm stuttering again.  he just grinned and kissed me hard. i was about to give in to his kiss but i tasted something strange that didn't taste like me or him. it tasted like someone else! i opened my eyes wide and quickly pushed him aside and ran out of the office. he he fucked someone else and then came to me?! .....when i was outside i cried. but wait why was i crying? he's just my boss! no no no. no! ..........have i fallen in love with him?.........NO! but my tears didn't stop flowing. oh shit i have to get home quickly.

Arrived Home ~

I was cold and soaking wet because it was raining. I didn't want to wake Felix because he was sleeping so sweetly. I put the blanket over his body so he wouldn't freeze. When I went into the shower I started to cry again. The thought of him cheating on me hurts. I had something with Namjoon too but I stopped because I thought I was cheating on him. I felt compassion. And HE SHOWS NO REGRET!




I was cold and soaking wet because it was raining. I didn't want to wake Felix because he was sleeping so sweetly. I put the blanket over his body so he wouldn't freeze. When I went into the shower, I started crying again. The thought of him cheating on me hurts. I had something with Namjoon too, but I stopped because I thought I was cheating on him.

I felt sorry for him. AND HE SHOWS NO REGRETS! I cried even more because of the feeling that I'm worthless to him! I hit the cold wall and let myself slide down and pulled my legs to my knees. I'm worthless to him! He doesn't like me! He's playing... he-he doesn't need me. My tears are flowing like a waterfall. I can't breathe properly anymore because my mouth is watering. I got out of the shower and quickly went to my room.

I put on some warm clothes and hid under the blanket and snuggled up.  I couldn't sleep because I was already asleep. I was reading a book, I found it exciting, but then there was a passage that reminded me of Mr. Lee. I quickly closed the book again before I had to cry again. I breathed in and out deeply and pulled out my cell phone and wrote to Channie. He probably couldn't right now, but I miss him more and more every day.

I hid under the covers and cried. I don't want to live like this anymore, I keep getting hurt. Why? Why me? I cried uncontrollably and didn't notice when the door opened and someone put their arm around me. It was Felix, he hugged me lovingly and gave me a kiss.

"My baby, don't cry, I'm here, I love you and I'll never leave you, shhh" he said these words lovingly in my ear and put my hair between my ear. I turned around like a baby who missed its mother and wrapped myself around Felix. I snuggled up to him and cried a little more until I finally ran into Felix's arms. With the thought 'am I worth it for him?'










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What did you think of this chapter? It was sad but at least not always smut, right?

Poor han(⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

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I hope you are well my babies 💗🤌🏻

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