Nothing Matters But You/// HueningKai

Epilogue

Haha....Haha...(Laughing sounds)
Kai was sitting on ground feeling hated for himself. He can't stop himself from crying.
Maybe people around him wanted to see that.
"Aww poor baby is crying", said one girl.
"That's what you can do you freak!",Shouted a guy.

One of them throw coffee on him. "I guess it's a better dustbin",

Author 's POV
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He couldn't stand on feets.
Maybe his feets were hurting.

Or he was afraid of it.

Why he is not protesting against it?
Is he used to it?Or he is holding patience or he accepted it as his destiny.

An angel,
Who lost his father in his childhood. Unaccepted by mother.
He was growing alone. He often faces problems. It's like his classmates hates him.he was known as outcast. They've never called him by his name. Get bullied by others was became a kind of game to his classmates.

WHAT WAS HIS FAULT?

His soft nature?or his patience?

The world feeling like a hell to him.
He want to get rid of hell.

He attempted suicide.....

But he FAILED.

Kai's POV

No friends
No companions
No strength

NOTHING!

TOTALLY A LOSER!
I'M A LOSER!
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE ME!
MY EVERYTHING

MY WEAKNESS,MY PERSONALITY....AND MY....UGLY FACE.

He was saying in front mirror.

He took off his hoodie..

Watching himself bare in front of mirror. Ran his hands over the bruises made in his body by his classmates.

"And They call it fun",- Exclaimed with sorrow
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Author 's POV
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His body seems like a red mark on a plain paper.

Skinny,weak
His bones of his ribs were countable

His eyes needs rest. They tired of crying.
His. Body want some break from this cruel torture.
His soul wants to be free from this cruel world
His mind accepted it destiny

BUT
His heart was giving him a glimpse of hope.
Maybe false hope.
Absolutely hopeless.

No one to love.
No One care
No one to watch.
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"MY LIFE BECOME LIKE A DEAD BODY.
THEIR IS NO WAY TO UP!
I HATE MYSELF!
I'M WORST PERSON IN EXISTENCE.
THE ONLY THING I HAD IS DOWNFALL."
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"My eyes are begging to not cry, but it become like a habit.

A bad habit.",_ Kai exclaimed with helpless tone
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Author 's POV
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He was so tired the he forgot when he lied on bed . forgot wear shirt. His arms became weightless, Muscles became boneless against mattress.....
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"I  DREAM AND I GET NOTHING.
I HOPE THAT SOMETHING IS THEIR FOR ME.
THE BAD WILL PASS AWAY FROM MY LIFE.....
FORGET WHAT HAPPENED TODAY
THINK WHAT'S GONNA BE HAPPENING TOMORROW...
..", Kai said in a tired tone
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Hello buddies , sorry If I made  a mistake.
Don't judge me cuz I'm not as perfect as you.....
I'm not professional....
But I hope you like it ☺️ 😉

Bye......

"REMEMBER I WASN'T BORN YESTERDAY!",- A WISE MAN NAMED CHOI BEOMGYU
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